you undertake on my behalf if you continue to represent me?" The lawyer
quietly accepted even this insulting question, and answered, "I should
continue with what I've already been doing for you." "That's just what I
thought," said K., "and now you don't need to say another word." "I will
make one more attempt," said the lawyer as if whatever had been making
K. so annoyed was affecting him too. "You see, I have the impression
that you have not only misjudged the legal assistance I have given you
but also that that misjudgement has led you to behave in this way, you
seem, although you are the accused, to have been treated too well or, to
put it a better way, handled with neglect, with apparent neglect. Even
that has its reason; it is often better to be in chains than to be free.
But I would like to show you how other defendants are treated, perhaps
you will succeed in learning something from it. What I will do is I will
call Block in, unlock the door and sit down here beside the bedside
table." "Be glad to," said K., and did as the lawyer suggested; he was
always ready to learn something new. But to make sure of himself for any
event he added, "but you do realise that you are no longer to be my
lawyer, don't you?" "Yes," said the lawyer. "But you can still change
your mind today if you want to." He lay back down in the bed, pulled the
quilt up to his chin and turned to face the wall. Then he rang.
Leni appeared almost the moment he had done so. She looked hurriedly at
K. and the lawyer to try and find out what had happened; she seemed to
be reassured by the sight of K. sitting calmly at the lawyer's bed. She
smiled and nodded to K., K. looked blankly back at her. "Fetch Block,"
said the lawyer. But instead of going to fetch him, Leni just went to
the door and called out, "Block! To the lawyer!" Then, probably because
the lawyer had turned his face to the wall and was paying no attention,
she slipped in behind K.'s chair. From then on, she bothered him by
leaning forward over the back of the chair or, albeit very tenderly and
carefully, she would run her hands through his hair and over his
cheeks. K. eventually tried to stop her by taking hold of one hand, and
after some resistance Leni let him keep hold of it. Block came as soon
as he was called, but he remained standing in the doorway and seemed to
be wondering whether he should enter or not. He raised his eyebrows and
lowered his head as if listening to find out whether the order to
attend the lawyer would be repeated. K. could have encouraged him to
enter, but he had decided to make a final break not only with the
lawyer but with everything in his home, so he kept himself motionless.
Leni was also silent. Block noticed that at least no-one was chasing
him away, and, on tiptoe, he entered the room, his face was tense, his
hands were clenched behind his back. He left the door open in case he
needed to go back again. K. did not even glance at him, he looked
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