K. said that as if it were his final word but it was not his
conclusion. He was too tired to think about all the ramifications of
the story, and the sort of thoughts they led him into were not familiar
to him, unrealistic things, things better suited for officials of the
court to discuss than for him. The simple story had lost its shape, he
wanted to shake it off, and the priest who now felt quite compassionate
allowed this and accepted K.'s remarks without comment, even though his
view was certainly very different from K.'s.
In silence, they carried on walking for some time, K. stayed close
beside the priest without knowing where he was. The lamp in his hand
had long since gone out. Once, just in front of him, he thought he
could see the statue of a saint by the glitter of the silver on it,
although it quickly disappeared back into the darkness. So that he would
not remain entirely dependent on the priest, K. asked him, "We're now
near the main entrance, are we?" "No," said the priest, "we're a long
way from it. Do you already want to go?" K. had not thought of going
until then, but he immediately said, "Yes, certainly, I have to go. I'm
the chief clerk in a bank and there are people waiting for me, I only
came here to show a foreign business contact round the cathedral."
"Alright," said the priest offering him his hand, "go then." "But I
can't find my way round in this darkness by myself," said K. "Go to your
left as far as the wall," said the priest, "then continue alongside the
wall without leaving it and you'll find a way out." The priest had only
gone a few paces from him, but K. was already shouting loudly, "Please,
wait!" "I'm waiting," said the priest. "Is there anything else you want
from me?" asked K. "No," said the priest. "You were so friendly to me
earlier on," said K., "and you explained everything, but now you
abandon me as if I were nothing to you." "You have to go," said the
priest. "Well, yes," said K., "you need to understand that." "First, you
need to understand who I am," said the priest. "You're the prison
chaplain," said K., and went closer to the priest, it was not so
important for him to go straight back to the bank as he had made out, he
could very well stay where he was. "So that means I belong to the
court," said the priest. "So why would I want anything from you? The
court doesn't want anything from you. It accepts you when you come and
it lets you go when you leave."
Chapter Ten
End
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