Marjory crossed to the window and stared out at the sun-lighted street.
It was very beautiful out there--very warm and gentle and peaceful.
And at her back all this turmoil. Once again the unspoken cry that
sprang to her lips was just this:--
"It is n't fair--it is n't fair!"
For ten years she had surrendered herself to Aunt Kitty--surrendered
utterly the deep, budding years of her young womanhood. To the last
minute she had paid her obligations in full. Then, at the moment she
had been about to spread her long-folded wings and soar into the
sunshine, this other complication had come. When the lawyer informed
her of the fortune that was hers, she had caught her breath. It
spelled freedom. Yet she asked for so little--for neither luxuries nor
vanities; for just the privilege of leading for a space her own life,
undisturbed by any responsibility.
Selfish? Yes. But she had a right to be selfish for a little. She
had answered that question when Peter Noyes--Monte reminded her in many
ways of Peter--had come down to her farm in Littlefield one Sunday.
She had seen more of Peter than of any other man, and knew him to be
honest. He had been very gentle with her, and very considerate; but
she knew what was in his heart, so she had put the question to herself
then and there. If she chose to follow the road to which he silently
beckoned--the road to all those wonderful hopes that had surged in upon
her at eighteen--she had only to nod. If she had let herself go, she
could have loved Peter. Then--she drew back at so surrendering
herself. It meant a new set of self-sacrifices. It meant, however
hallowed, a new prison. Because, if she loved, she would love hard.
Monte glanced at his watch again.
"Five minutes gone! Have you seen him leave?"
"No, Monte," she answered.
He folded his arms resignedly.
"You don't really mean to act against my wishes, Monte?"
"If that's the only way of getting rid of him," he answered coolly.
"But don't you see--don't you understand that you will only make a
scandal of it?" she said.
"What do you mean?"
"If he makes a scene it will be in the papers, and then--oh, well, they
will ask by what right--"
"I'd answer I was simply ridding you of a crazy man."
"They would smile. Oh, I know them! Here in Paris they won't believe
that a woman who is n't married--"
She stopped abruptly.
Monte's brows came together.
Here was the same situation that had confronted him a few minutes
before. Not only had he no right, but if he assumed a right his claim
might be misinterpreted. Undoubtedly Teddy himself would be the first
to misinterpret it. It would be impossible for a man of his sort to
think in any other direction. And then--well, such stories were easier
to start than to stop.
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