Eh bien! something was changed already, as she had only to look in the
mirror to observe. There was a deep flush upon her cheeks and her eyes
did not look quite natural. She saw, and seeing only made it worse.
Manifestly it was absurd of her to become excited now over a matter
that up to this point she had been able to handle so reasonably. It
was scarcely loyal to Monte. He had a right to expect her to be more
sensible.
He had put it well last night when he had remarked that for her to go
to a chapel to be married was no more serious than to go to an embassy
for a passport. She was merely to share with him the freedom that was
his as a birthright of his sex. In no other respect whatever was she
to be under any obligations to him. With ample means of her own, he
was simply giving her an opportunity to enjoy them unmolested--a
privilege which the world denied her as long as she remained unmarried.
In no way was he to be responsible for her or to her. He understood
this fully, and it was exactly what he himself desired.
She, in return for this privilege, was to make herself as entertaining
a traveling companion as possible. She was to be what she had been
these last few weeks.
Neither was making any sacrifice. That was precisely what they were
avoiding. That was the beauty of the arrangement. Instead of
multiplying cares and responsibilities, as ordinary folk did,--thereby
defeating the very object for which they married, a fuller and wider
freedom,--each was to do away with the few they already had as
individuals.
Therefore it seemed scarcely decent for Marie to speak of her as a
bride. Perhaps that accounted for the color. No sentiment was
involved here. This was what made the arrangement possible. Sentiment
involved caring; and, as Monte had once said, "It's the caring that
seems to make the trouble." That was the trouble with the Warrens.
How she cared--from morning till night, with her whole heart and soul
in a flutter--for Chic and the children. In a different way, Marjory
supposed, Teddy cared. This was the one thing that made him so
impossible. In another way, Peter Noyes cared.
She gave a quick start as she thought of Peter Noyes. She turned away
from the mirror as if--as if ashamed. She sprang to her feet, with an
odd, tense expression about her mouth. It was as if she were looking
into his dark, earnest eyes. Peter had always been so intensely in
earnest about everything. In college he had worked himself thin to
lead his class. In the law school he had graduated among the first
five, though he came out almost half blind. His record, however, had
won for him a place with a leading law firm in New York, where in his
earnest way he was already making himself felt. It was just this
quality that had frightened her. He had made love to her with his lips
set as if love were some great responsibility. He had talked of duty
and the joy of sacrifice until she had run away from him.
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