The Triumph of JillYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Triumph of Jill
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Art teachers -- Fiction; Children of the rich -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
The next morning when she rose, the feeling of anger was still
paramount. She had suffered so keenly yesterday that she did not think
it possible that she could feel any greater pain, and she found it
difficult to realise yet all that this sudden breaking with St. John
must mean. She steeled herself to meet her old pupil with composure
though she had not yet determined upon what she should say or do. At
first she had thought of writing and forbidding him ever to come to the
Art School again, but had subsequently rejected this plan as
impracticable; what reason had she to offer? She could not say on
account of your engagement, such an excuse would have placed her in a
false position, and given St. John a right to put what construction he
chose upon her motive. The only thing that remained for her was to
receive him, and by saying as little as possible convince him how
indifferent she was, and how very determined at the same time. And at
nine thirty sharp he arrived, clattering up the steep stairs like a
noisy schoolboy and marching through the open door straight into the
studio where Jill stood white and nervous, but outwardly calm, waiting
to receive him. There was a pleased, eager, confident air about him in
striking contrast to the chilling quiet of her manner, and he grasped
her hand before she could prevent him with a very hearty grip of genuine
sincerity.
"This is good to see you about again," he began. Then he stopped short
struck by something in her face, and exclaimed anxiously. "Nothing the
matter I hope, Miss Erskine?"
Jill was standing with her back to the light so that she had the
advantage of him that way; but St. John's sight was good and he detected
at once the suppressed agitation of her manner; though she, herself, was
unaware of it there was a whole life's tragedy in the depths of her grey
eyes.
"No," she answered; "nothing beyond a trifling annoyance that I have
been subjected to lately, and which I have determined to put an end to
for good and all. It is absurd of course and really not worth
discussing, but these petty worries are even more trying than big ones."
"If it is not worth discussion," he said, "we'll let it slide for to-day
at any rate. I have got so much to say that is worth discussing, that I
want to say it at once. I give you fair warning that I haven't come to
work."
As a matter of fact there was no work put ready for him; but he had not
time to notice that. He was so boyish and impulsive, so gay and
self-complacent that her anger gathered strength from his sheer
light-heartedness.
"Come and sit beside me on the stool by the window, Jill," he said, "and
then we can talk at our ease."
It was the first time that he had addressed her by her Christian name,
and he glanced at her half smiling, half diffident, to see how she would
take it.
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