Dramatists -- Fiction; Greenwich Village (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Peter himself, like most of us, disliked actuality. His plays were all
of duty and self-sacrifice and brooding tenderness and that curious
structure that is known throughout the theatrical district as Honor.
Honor with a very large H--accompanied, usually, with a declamatory
gesture and a protruding chest. Sue, at her first meeting with Peter,
when she talked out so impulsively, really said the last word about his
plays. Peter's thoughts of himself (and these never flagged) often took
the form of recollecting occasions when he had been kind to newsboys or
when he had lent a helping hand to needy young women without exacting
a quid pro quo. The occasions when he had not been kind took the
memory-shape of proper indignation aroused by bitter injustice
to himself. He had suffered greatly from injustice as from
misunderstanding. Few, indeed, understood him; which fact added
incalculably to the difficulties of life.
Now just a word of recent history and we shall get on with our story.
When Sue broke her engagement to Peter he took his broken heart away to
Atlantic City, where he had before now found diversion and the impulse
to work. He had suffered deeply, these nearly two weeks. His food had
not set well. The thought of solitary outdoor exercise, even ocean
swimming, had been repellent. And until the last two or three nights,
his sleeplessness had been so marked as really to worry him. Night after
night he had caught himself sitting straight up in bed saying, aloud,
harsh things to the penitent weeping Sue of his dreams. Usually after
these experiences his thoughts and nerves had proved to be in such a
tangle that his only recourse had been to switch on the lights and, with
a trembling hand and an ache at the back of his head, plunge into his
work. The work, therefore (it was a new play), had gone rather well--so
well that when the expensiveness of the life began to appear really
alarming he was ready to come back to the old haunts and make the effort
to hold up his head. He had got into New York at four-ten and come down
to the shop of Marius by taxi. His suit-case and grip were over in the
corner by the coat rack.
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