Dramatists -- Fiction; Greenwich Village (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“First he took Zanin's disconnected abstractions and made a real film
drama out of them. It's big stuff, Henry. Powerful and fine. And then he
threw in every cent he had.”
“Peter threw in every cent!...” The Worm was startled upright, pipe in
hand.
“Every cent, Henry. All his savings. And never a grudging word. Not
about that.”
She dropped her chin on her hands. Tears were in her eyes. Her boy-cut
short hair had lately grown out a little, and was rumpled where she had
run her fingers through it. It was fine-spun hair and thick on her head.
It was all high lights and rich brown shades. The Worm found himself
wishing it was long and free, rippling down over her shoulders. He
thought, too, of the fine texture of her skin, just beneath the hair. A
warm glow was creeping through his nervous system and into his mind....
He set his teeth hard on his pipestem.
She leaned back more relaxed and spoke in a quieter tone. “You know how
I feel about things, Henry. I quit my home. I have put on record my own
little protest against the conventional lies we are all fed on from
the cradle here in America. I went into this picture thing with my
eyes open, because it was what I believed in. It wasn't a pleasant
thought--making myself so conspicuous, acting for the camera without
clothes enough to keep me warm. I believed in Zanin, too. And it seemed
to be a way in which I could really do something for him--after all he
had done for me. But it hasn't turned out well. The ideals seem to have
oozed out of it.”
There she hesitated; thought a little; then added: “The thing I didn't
realize was that I was pouring out all my emotional energy. I had
Zanin's example always before me. He never tires. He is iron. The
Jews are, I think. But--I--” she tried to smile, without great
success--“Well, I'm not iron. Henry, I'm tired.”
The Worm slept badly that night.
The next morning, after Peter and Hy Lowe had gone, the Worm stood
gloomily surveying his books--between two and three hundred of them,
filling the case of shelves between the front wall and the fireplace,
packed in on end and sidewise and heaped haphazard on top.
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