Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
All through her working life she had hoped that she might be
allowed to end her days in one of the almshouses on Hermitage Hill.
Especially she had wanted the house with the double view, the one
that faced alike the humanity of the road and the miracle of the sea.
Over and over again she had seen it fall vacant, and pass into fresh
hands, but she had never attempted to ask for it until now. Never
until now had she considered that she had a right to apply. She was
the true type of worker, hardy, honest and proud, and both her pride
and her sense of honour had kept her from taking her rest before
it was due. But she had always hoped that fate and the governors
would see fit to make her this particular gift when at last she had
really earned it; and not only had she hoped—she had also believed.
She had always felt certain that, sooner or later, the house of her
dreams would come her way. She had seen it as the natural apex of her
mounting years, clear as a temple set on a hill. All her life it had
cheered her and urged her on, standing alike to her as a symbol and
the concrete object of her desire.
She had had her anxious moments, of course—moments when she had been
hard put to it not to apply before it was time. Terrible qualms
had seized upon her whenever a new tenant had taken possession of
the corner house, terrible fears that she might outlive her in the
comfort and peace. She had resisted temptation, however, in spite
of her fears, and now she was being repaid. Most of the tenants had
died obligingly quite soon, so that she had learned to believe that
they would continue to die when she really needed it. And Mrs. Phipps
_had_ died, poor soul, thoughtfully and uncomplainingly, just at the
time when Mrs. Clapham was beginning to fail. That, together with the
fact that she had known and liked Mrs. Phipps, made the whole thing
seem more than ever as if it was “meant.” She would not have cared to
follow just anybody in the corner house, but she was quite contented
to follow Mrs. Phipps.
Yet she had not made up her mind all at once, even after Mrs. Phipps
had so tactfully made room. Even then she had gone into the matter
very carefully, testing her motives and her strength, and making
sure, above all, that she was loosing no natural tics. But her final
conclusion had been that the moment had actually come; and so,
weeping even while she rejoiced, and trembling while she believed,
she had sent in her name to the committee with a fine certainty of
success.
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