Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
She went away with the pots into the back kitchen, and Mrs. Clapham,
instead of sitting down again, began to wander about the room. She
was still lame, of course, but the compress had eased her knee, and
the stimulant of the tea had eased the ache of her tired bones. She
stood for some time looking at Tibbie’s picture, and wept again as
she looked, presently lifting a pitiful finger to the photographs
of the children. Afterwards, staring about, she tried to imagine
the house with the children in it, sitting or playing or running
from room to room. Already their little coats and hats seemed to
have taken their natural place on the bracket behind the door. She
found herself wondering whether it would be possible to have the old
chair mended for them, and then decided that it was too old. There
were other things, too, that could no more be mended than the chair,
things like the loss of youth and good health, and the terrible
break of death. She was looking forward again now, patiently trying
to believe that there was happiness still ahead, but there was no
disguising the fact that it could be only second-hand happiness at
the best.
The pool of tea on the floor kept catching her eye as she stirred
about, the stain of it on the flags offending her charwoman’s pride.
It seemed to her it was the sort of thing you would expect in an old
woman’s house, an idle old woman who had grown too ancient to care.
Each time that she came across it she stopped to mutter and frown.
For the time being she allowed Mrs. Tanner’s kindness to slip utterly
out of her mind, choosing only to remember that she had forgotten the
promised clout.
There came a moment at last when she could bear it no longer, and,
finding the back kitchen empty, she stealthily limped in. Presently
she emerged with brush, pail and mat, and an expression of furtive
excitement upon her face. Getting painfully on to her knees, she
began to scrub, and almost at once found happiness coming back to her
as if by magic. She was no longer afraid of life, now that she was at
her job, nor of her own ability to cope with what the future might
choose to send. Again, as in the morning, she turned instinctively
to it for strength, and again found that it brought her courage, and
that the touch of her tools brought her peace.
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