Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
“There’s no telling, after all, as it mightn’t be me!” she was saying
to herself, by way of keeping up her pluck, though, in point of fact,
she had very little hope of anything as splendid as almshouses ever
coming her way. But Martha Jane was never the sort to cry beaten
before she was down. She, too, had awakened that morning with an
unwonted sense of something about to happen, some forthcoming miracle
already launched upon its path. She, too, had felt upon her cheek the
far-off brushings of the wings of romance. She had done wonders—and
more than wonders—with the committee, as she knew, and it might be
that even one vote more than she had counted would suffice to put her
in. The weight of the village was against her, of course, heavy with
laden tongues, but village opinion would matter nothing if she had
got the vote. Little indeed would she care for the whole lip-pursing
lot, once she was safely possessed of the house on Hermitage Hill!
She thought of all that it represented—mental and physical comfort,
as well as prestige—and longed for it with a passion that was almost
angry in its desire. Life for Martha Jane had consisted chiefly
not of things which had been given her, but of the things which
she had taken, and for once in that life she wanted a free gift.
She had always preferred to achieve her ends by crooked ways and
doubtful means, but she wanted a straight road to lead the way to
this. The house on the hill had not been her dream, as it had been
Mrs. Clapham’s, but it had its glamour, nevertheless. Her chances
could hardly be called favourable, however, as she was bound to
acknowledge. She wasn’t the “almshouse sort,” she said to herself,
with a cynical sigh; followed—just _because_ she wasn’t “the
almshouse sort”—by a cynical grin.
But at least the grin raised her spirits, since her courage consisted
largely of her sense of humour, and she came sidling down upon the
group with the cringing yet flaunting air which she kept for her own
sex. As soon as a member of the opposite sex appeared, the flaunting
vanished as if by magic. Then Martha Jane became at once a faded but
sweet blossom, a bruised petal patiently waiting the fall of a manly
foot. She wilted, so to speak, withered under your eye, producing
the same impression of appeal as in the more forward and less subtle
attitude of seeming to cling. It had been this air of shrinking from
life, of being beaten back by every zephyr that blew, that had been
Martha Jane’s chief asset in dealing with the Committee. But there
are limits to the marvels that may be accomplished even by the ghost
of a vanished grace, and Martha Jane was pretty sure that hers had
stopped at the extra vote.
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