Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
She drew in a long breath as she slowly opened the door, feeling for
that which was waiting for her on the other side. Then slowly she
let it out again with a sense of blissful relief. The house was a
little close through having been shut up, but it smelt friendly and
it smelt clean. The soul of a house is in its own peculiar smell, and
certain people can no more live with certain house-smells than with
a disagreeable flower. Mrs. Clapham, however, smelt the soul of this
house, and knew that it was all right. Before long, indeed, the house
would have a different smell—the smell of soap and furniture polish
and recently scrubbed boards which followed Ann Clapham about as the
scent follows the rose; but it would be only a surface smell, after
all. Under it the smell that was the soul of the house would continue
to rise and fall, the soul which reached out to her a welcoming hand,
and murmured and crooned to her as she went in.
She let the door slip to its place, and it shut behind her with a
second click. Now she was all alone in her own house.... Whether she
turned to right or left of the little hall the rooms were hers, and
when she went up the little stair the rooms upstairs would be hers,
too. Now she knew for a fact that all life had just been a leading-up
to this. At last she was in the temple to which she had climbed so
long, and which had waited there steadfast until she was able to
come....
She went first into the kitchen, as befitted her practical mind,
but also because in the kitchen she would know definitely whether
the smell of the house-soul was all right. But the neat, pleasant
kitchen yielded nothing that could possibly disturb either nose or
eye. It had been lived in, obviously, but it had not been neglected.
Some of the furniture was a little worn, but it was furniture
that was all the better for being worn. She could hardly contain
her delight at sight of the closed range, the handy pot-rails and
cupboards, the stout dresser and strong chairs. She laid an awed
touch upon spoons and forks, on dishes and plates, and stood back to
gaze through excited tears at the pans shelf-high on the coloured
wall. It seemed to her, as she passed enraptured from find to find,
that she would never want anything more as long as she lived.
As she moved about, crying and smiling, giving little sobs of
excitement and gasping—“Eh, did you ever now!” and “Eh, now! look
at _them_!” she became ever more thankful that she had succeeded in
staving off Mrs. Bell. She could never have let herself go in that
carping and sniffing presence, and half the pleasure consisted in
letting herself go. Alone with the house, she could be as undignified
as she chose; the house did not mind—the homely, welcoming house. In
the thrill of the moment it seemed to her like a September-time Santa
Claus, with herself, no more than a little child again, laughing and
crying like a child....
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