Louise Cope's shrewd glance studied him. "He has fallen in love with
you, Becky Bannister," was her blunt assurance, "but you needn't let it
worry you. As yet it is only an aesthetic passion. But there is no
telling what may come of it----"
"Does he fall in love--like that?" Becky demanded.
"He has never been in love," Louise declared, "not really. Except with
me."
Becky felt that the Copes were a charming pair. When she answered
Randy's letter she spoke of them.
"Louise adores her brother, and she thinks he would be a great
artist if he would take himself seriously. But neither of them
seems to take anything seriously. They always seem to be laughing
at the world in a quiet way. Louise is not pretty, but she gives an
effect of beauty---- She wears a big gray cape and a black velvet
tam, and I am not sure that the color in her cheeks is real. She is
different from other people, but it doesn't seem to be a pose. It
is just because she has lived in so many places and has seen so
many people and has thought for herself. I have always let other
people think for me, haven't I, Randy?
"And now that I have done with the Copes, I am going to talk about
the things that you said to me in your letter, and which are really
the important things.
"I hated to think that you dropped Mr. Dalton in the fountain. I
hated to think that you wanted to burn him at the stake--there was
something--cruel--and--dreadful in it all. I have kept thinking of
that struggle between you--in the dark---- I have hated to think
that a few years ago if you had felt as you do about him--that you
might have--killed him. But perhaps men are like that. They care
more for justice than for--mercy.
"I am trying to take your advice and tell myself the truth about
Mr. Dalton. That he isn't worth a thought of mine. Yet I think of
him a great deal. I am being very frank with you, Randy, because we
have always talked things out. I think of him, and wonder which is
the real man--the one I thought he was--and I thought him very fine
and splendid. Or is he just trifling and commonplace? Perhaps he is
just between, not as wonderful as I thought him, nor as
contemptible as I seem forced to believe.
"Yet I gave him something that it is hard to take back. I gave a
great deal. You see I had always been shut up in a glass case like
the bob-whites and the sandpipers in the Bird Room, and I knew
nothing of the world. And the first time I tried my wings, I
thought I was flying towards the sun, and it was just a blaze
that--burned me.
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