"Of course you are right when you say that you won't marry me
unless I love you. I had a queer feeling at first about it--as if
you were very far away and I couldn't reach you. But I know that
you are right, and that you are thinking of the thing that is best
for me. But I know I shall always have you as a friend. I don't
think that I shall ever love anybody. And after this we won't talk
about it. There are so many other things that we have to say to
each other that don't hurt----"
Becky could not, of course, know the effect of her letter on Randy. The
night after its receipt, he roamed the woods. She had thought him
cruel--and dreadful. Well, let her think it. He was glad that he had
dropped George in the fountain. He should always be glad. But women were
not like that--they were tender--and hated--hardness. Perhaps that was
because they were--mothers----
And men were--hard. He had been hard, perhaps, in the things he had said
in his letter. Her words rang in his ears. "I had a queer feeling at
first that you were very far away, and that I could not reach you." And
she had said that, when his soul ached to have her near.
Yet he had tried to do the best that he could for Becky. He had felt
that she must not be bound by a tie that was no longer needed to protect
her from Dalton. She was safe at 'Sconset, with the Admiral and her new
friends the Copes. He envied them, their hours with her. He was
desperately lonely, with a loneliness which had no hope.
He worked intensively. The boarders had gone from King's Crest, and he
and the Major had moved into the big house. Randy spent a good deal of
time in the Judge's library at Huntersfield. He and Truxton had great
plans for their future. They read law, sold cars, and talked of their
partnership. The firm was to be "Bannister, Paine and Beaufort"; it was
to have brains, conscience, and business acumen.
"In the order named," Truxton told the Major. "The Judge has brains,
Randy has a conscience. There's nothing left for me but to put pep into
the business end of it."
Randy worked, too, on his little story. He did not know in the least
what he was going to do with it, but it was an outlet for the questions
which he kept asking himself. The war was over and the men who had
fought had ceased to be important. He and the Major and Truxton talked a
great deal about it. The Major took the high stand of each man's
satisfaction in the thing he had done. Truxton was light-heartedly
indifferent. He had his Mary, and his future was before him. But Randy
argued that the world ought not to forget. "It was a rather wonderful
thing for America. I want her to keep on being wonderful."
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