The Truth About Tristrem Varick: A Novel — John Shaqi
The Truth About Tristrem Varick: A NovelSaltus, Edgar
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The Truth About Tristrem Varick: A Novel
Saltus, Edgar
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In this Tristrem had no one but himself to blame. He had been, and was,
almost canine in his demeanor to her. She saw it, knew it, felt it, and
treated him accordingly. And he, with the cowardice of love, made little
effort at revolt. Now and then he protested to Mrs. Raritan, to whom he
had made no secret of his admiration for her daughter, and who consoled
him as best she might; but that was all. And so the winter passed and
the green afternoons turned sultry, and Tristrem was not a step further
advanced than on the day when he had left the girl at the milliner's. On
the infrequent occasions when he had ventured to say some word of that
which was nearest his heart, she had listened with tantalizing
composure, and when he had paused for encouragement or rebuke, she would
make a remark of such inappositeness that anyone else would have planted
her there and gone. But Tristrem was none other than himself; his nature
commanded and he obeyed.
It so happened that one May morning a note was brought him, in which
Miss Raritan said that her mother and herself were to leave in a day or
two for the country, and could he not get her something to read on the
way. Tristrem passed an hour selecting, with infinite and affectionate
care, a small bundle of foreign literature. In the package he found room
for Balzac's "Pierrette" and the "Curé de Tours," one of Mme. Craven's
stupidities, a volume of platitude in rhyme by François Coppée, a copy
of De Amicis' futile wanderings in Spain--a few samples, in fact, of the
_pueris virginibusque_ school. And that evening, with the bundle under
his arm, he sought Miss Raritan.
The girl glanced at the titles and put the books aside. "When we get in
order at Narragansett," she said, "I wish you would come up."
Had she kissed him, Tristrem could not have revelled more. "There are
any number of hotels," she added, by way of douche.
"Certainly, if you wish it, but--but----"
"Well, but what?"
"I don't know. You see--well, it's this way: You know that I love you,
and you know also that you care for me as for the snows of yester-year.
There is no reason why you should do otherwise. I don't mean to
complain. If I am unable to make you care, the fault is mine. I did
think--h'm--no matter. What I wanted to say is this: there is no reason
why you should care, and yet----. See here; take two slips of paper,
write on one, I will marry you, and, on the other, Put a bullet through
your head, and let me draw. I would take the chance so gladly. But that
chance, of course, you will not give. Why should you, after all? Why
should I give everything I own to the first beggar I meet? But why
should you have any other feeling for me than that which you have? And
yet, sometimes I think you don't understand. Any man you meet could be
more attractive than I, and very easy he would find it to be so; but no
one could care for you more--no one----"
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