The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
Fiction
"What danger?" asked Cynthia impatiently. "Of what are you afraid?"
"I am afraid of the latent things," Mr. Benoliel answered. "I am
afraid of the seeds which may have been sown in him during these
nineteen years, and of which the plant has not yet shown. I am afraid
of latent desires, fancies, ambitions, latent cravings of which he is
not yet aware, and which may some day come to life with overwhelming
strength. Haven't you seen men suddenly change for no apparent reason
to the ordinary observer, drop from all their established habits,
begin again upon another plane? I have, and that's the change I am
afraid of now. For it's one you would be powerless to avert, since you
would not even suspect it until it had actually begun."
He turned toward Cynthia, and with a smile upon his face summed up his
argument.
"Make no mistake, Cynthia. I am not making light of Captain Rames. In
a way my fears are an actual tribute to the man. But I am afraid that
out of a life so busy, and so keen as his has been, so fraught with
incidents, so varied, something may suddenly seize him and catch him
back and hold him; some craving, some ambition in which you will have
no share, and which will separate you forever."
He spoke with so much earnestness that Cynthia was impressed against
her will. She was sure that he was speaking with knowledge of a
kindred case. Certain words he had dropped made her certain that the
kindred case was his own.
"But supposing that such a change came," she said with hesitation,
"must it separate?"
"No," said Mr. Benoliel gently, "not if both bring to the marriage
love. Then I don't think it need." He glanced at her swiftly, and said
with a sudden sharp note in his voice: "But what if the marriage be
only a bargain, Cynthia? What then?" and the blood rushed into the
girl's face as he looked at her.
"I'll tell you," he cried. His voice rose and a kind of sombre
passion rang in it. "One party doesn't keep the bargain, or keeps it
half-heartedly, as an irksome thing, and day by day the separation
grows more complete, until you are living with your enemy or living
quite alone."
His voice dropped again to a whisper on the last words. He finished
and sat lost wistfully in his own recollections, and forgetful of
Cynthia at his side. After a little while his lips moved, and, as an
old man will, he spoke a word or two to himself. Cynthia's ears caught
the words.
"It was my fault, and it couldn't be helped," he said, and so again
fell into a long silence, with his eyes upon the coals of the fire. At
length Cynthia touched him gently upon the sleeve.
"I should like--the instance," she said timidly.
Isaac Benoliel roused himself with a start.
"Yes. I mean to give it you."
"But I have no right to it," Cynthia insisted. "You must remember
that."
Benoliel shook his head and smiled.
"You are a young girl starting out on life. You have every right to
it, Cynthia."
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