The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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"I don't say either that he will," Mr. Benoliel returned calmly. "I
only say that as a rule the Jew makes a good husband. He believes in
the family. Can you say as much of the Christian? No. Therefore there
was less risk in our bargain. And still it did not turn out well."
"Why?"
"Because I was forty-one and my wife twenty-three. Yes, that's the
truth at the end of it all. There were eighteen years of experiences
and struggles in my life which my wife had not shared; and out of
those eighteen years there sprang a passion in me which I, least of
all, expected, and which I could not combat. I became homesick for my
country, and for that city on which I had turned my back with joy."
"You?" cried Cynthia. For a moment she thought herself listening to a
fairy tale. "You wanted to go back to the humiliations, to the
Mellah?"
She recalled the feminine nicety of his house in Grosvenor Square, the
bright silver--not too much of it--the elegance of its mahogany
furniture, which was never allowed to crowd the rooms. She recollected
those dinner-parties at which the great men of the earth were
entertained with so much pride. It could not be that he wished to
return to the crowded Jewish quarter, noisome with the reek of rancid
cookery, where the gates were locked on its inhabitants at six o'clock
of the night! But Mr. Benoliel replied with an energy and a fire which
she had never known him manifest before.
"Yes. I wanted to go back. How and when the longing first came to me,
I can't tell you. But it did come, and, having come, it grew. I felt
day by day more and more of a stranger amongst a strange people. That
road winding up the cliffs to the break in the sky-line above the
plain of the Sebou--I began to dream of it! Then I used to lie awake
at night and travel along it, past the pillars and arches of
Volubilis, and the little white city of Mulai Idris, on the shoulder
of Jebel Zarhon--right over the upland, and down through the asphodel
to Mequinez. Finally, I had to go. I told my wife. We had got on
together up till then, no better, no worse than other people. She
stared at me with amazement, with suspicion, as at a stranger, and
from that moment our relations changed. She knew quite well to what I
was going back, to what I wanted to go back--the Mellah, the
gaberdine, and the rest of it. And--it was natural, I think--she
despised me. I was quite aware of her contempt, and--was indifferent
to it. I wanted to go back. And I did."
"You did?" said Cynthia. And then, "I see. I see."
She understood now these mysterious disappearances of Mr. Benoliel
when he vanished from his clubs and his haunts, and no man brought
news of him.
"Yes, I went, and as I went London and the years in London dropped
away from me. I was happy. I went down with my mules into Mequinez,
and put my European clothes away in a cupboard in the Mellah. I stayed
in Mequinez three months."
"But how?" asked Cynthia. "What did you do?"
Mr. Benoliel smiled.
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