The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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"Business," he said. "I traded. I lent money. Then I came back to
England--refreshed as a man comes from his bath. But my wife hated the
whole business. At first she would not hear a word of what I had been
doing. Then she became curious--morbidly curious. There was no end to
her questions. What humiliations, what indignities had fallen to me
amongst the Moors--she was never tired of hearing. And as she
questioned and I answered, she would sit looking at me, with eyes in
which contempt grew ever more bitter, looking at me as one looks upon
a stranger. Quarrels followed. I went back to Mequinez, after a year
or two, and again after another period. And every time the pull of the
place became stronger. It was after my third visit that our marriage
came to an end. We gave a great dinner-party, and when our guests had
gone, she told me that our life had become intolerable to her."
Mr. Benoliel did not spare himself. It was rather a grim scene which
he had to describe--the last one of many quarrels which had sprung
from their estrangement. "You leave me for those squalors. You return
to me fresh from them;" that was the burden of her accusation. She was
not of his race or of his people. She had no sympathy with, or
comprehension of, the intense craving which from time to time assailed
him to go back to his own place, or of the utter weariness which
overtook him of the life of London, in which he played an actor's
part. The squalor and humiliation of his days in Mequinez got upon her
nerves, filled her with disgust, and made his companionship repugnant.
"You can understand that, Cynthia?" he asked, and Cynthia, since
frankness was demanded of her, agreed.
"Yes, I can understand that," she answered gently. His story was to
her fantastic and fabulous. It belonged to the East--as he did. Only
by keeping in mind that he, underneath the veneer of his manners, was
of the East could she accept it as truth. She did so accept it. But
she looked at Mr. Benoliel with curious eyes, and was conscious of a
feeling very like aversion. Within the half-hour he had grown a
stranger to her even as he had done to his wife. That he should leave
the order and the cleanliness of his home, depart from the company of
cultured people--he the dilettante--don the gaberdine, go joyfully
back to the dirt and squalor of his Mellah, humbly take off his
slippers and walk bare-foot at the bidding of any Moor who passed him
by--that Cynthia could not understand. But that his wife should find
life with him intolerable when he came back from his degradation,
refreshed as by a bath, to resume existence at her side--that she did
thoroughly understand.
"So we separated," said Mr. Benoliel.
"Yes," said Cynthia. "But there's no parallel between your case and
ours. What happened to you cannot happen to us."
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