The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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Burrell looked at his leader with astonishment. Of the man of fire who
had blazed through the constituency from corner to corner with clear
ringing phrases and an inexhaustible good-humor there was now nothing
left. He was burnt out. He sat with brooding eyes and a white face all
fallen into despair. The tale of his years was suddenly written large
upon him. Burrell had wit enough to understand that fatigue did not
explain the change. A mask was withdrawn; he saw misery like a cancer.
Rames sat and betrayed himself like a man in his cups.
"You tell me you felt ashamed in the school-rooms. I never knew
anything of such shame. To win, to win, to win! That was all I thought
about. That was all the desire I felt. That was what I hoped you would
help me to recapture to-night. But you haven't helped."
Rames's eyes dwelt angrily upon his colleague.
"No. You have made me feel ashamed too." Then his face relaxed and he
added in a friendlier voice: "I believe that I have helped you--really
helped you. Oh, not to win a seat in the House of Commons. That's
nothing to be so proud about. But to find your vocation."
"Where you have found yours," said Burrell firmly.
"Not a bit of it," said Rames, and then he woke from his moodiness to
a savage outburst of contempt. "Oh, I am going on with it. Don't be
alarmed, Burrell. I'll lead you. We'll put up a fight. We'll make the
fur fly. Very possibly we'll pull the whole Government down with a
run. But--" and drawing his chair nearer to the youth he changed his
tone. "I'll tell you the truth about the House of Commons. It's the
place where the second-rate gets the finest show in the world. In no
walk of life does second-rate intellect reap so high a reward or meet
with such great esteem. But it won't lift you to the very top. Nor
will first-rate intellect either. Remember that!"
"What will then?" asked Burrell in perplexity, and Harry Rames
shrugged his shoulders.
"The little bit extra. Character, perseverance! I don't know.
Something anyway. It's the same everywhere now. There are too many
clever people about. Faith in a cause, I think will do it. That's why
the sentimentalists do so much harm in public affairs. They get their
way, because they believe. They are not playing the political game.
Cleverness is twelve for a penny nowadays. To get up to the top you
must have the little bit extra. Now in the sphere of politics I
haven't got it. I don't say office is out of my reach. It isn't. I
have been offered it. I have refused it. But I haven't got the little
bit extra. Outside politics--in quite another sphere--I believe I
have. But that's all done with. I was warned when I went into
politics--warned by a shrewd, wise man. But I wouldn't listen, and so
some day amongst the second-rate Right Honorables half a dozen lines
will announce my death in the _Times_."
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