The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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She had spoken the truth at the breakfast table when she had told Joan
and Robert Daventry that she did not find her life dull. But they were
old people, and, in spite of her many friends, she was, to be sure,
much alone with them. She was reticent of her feelings in their
presence, not through any habit of concealment, but from modesty and
the disparity of years. On the other side it was Joan's theory that
youth should be trusted rather than pried upon. Cynthia was thus
thrown back a good deal upon herself, and if she did not find life
dull, it was, perhaps, because with life she had very little to do.
She was seventeen, a girl of clear eyes and health and silver
thoughts; and romance had its way with her. All that loving care could
imagine for the clean and delicate training of mind and body had been
lavished on her; and little by little she had fashioned for herself a
wonderland of dreams and beautiful things. The only ugly thing about
it was the iron turnstile in the wall by which you gained admittance.
But that could not be helped. Its ugliness was recognized. The
turnstile had been there from the beginning--why, Cynthia could not
have told you. It was indeed itself the beginning. It was there in her
dreams and her fancies, offering admission to somewhere, before the
somewhere was explored, and found to be the wonderland.
In this world, then, she moved amidst a very goodly company. She was
careful about her company, choosing it from the world at large. She
claimed the best of all the nations for her friends, yet with a pretty
shyness which often enough set her blushing and laughing at her own
pretension. She had a test. Unless you answered to it, there was no
admission, the turnstile did not revolve. Coronets went for nothing,
even brave deeds did not suffice. He who entered--and, by the way, it
must regretfully be admitted that "he" does accurately represent the
sex of those who were allowed to enter. For it had never occurred to
Cynthia at all to let another woman into her world. She was modest,
but her modesty had its limits. He who entered, then, must have given
proofs that he was possessed with a definite idea, that his life moved
to the tune of it.
The population of Cynthia's private enclosure was consequently
strictly limited; and, since she only knew her heroes through the
newspaper and books, some even of those who were admitted came in
under false pretences, and had summarily to be ejected. She was thus
on the lookout for recruits. Captain Rames was the latest of them, and
Cynthia knew less of him even than of the others. She had seen a
blurred portrait of him in a daily paper; she knew that he was an
officer in the navy, aged thirty-four, and it seemed to her that he
had passed her test. For, this very afternoon, in command of a Dundee
whaler, he was off southward into seas where no ship yet had sailed.
The clerk stamped her telegram and took it behind the partition into
his office. Cynthia climbed back into her cart.
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