The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
Fiction
For Joan Daventry shrank, with all her soul, from that coveted white
house on the London road. Old ties could be resumed, was Robert's
thought. He was forgetful that the ties were his, and his alone. She
had no share in them and she had come to a time of life when the
making of new friends is a weariness and a labor. With infinite toil
and self-denial they had carved out their niche here in the Argentine
Republic. They spent the winter in their house in Buenos Ayres, the
summer upon the Daventry estancia. Their life was an ordered,
comfortable progression of the months. For both of them, to her
thinking, the time for new adventures had long gone by. They had had
their full proportion of them in their youth. And so while Robert
Daventry dreamed of a green future Joan was busily remembering.
"When we first came here to settle," she said slowly, as she counted
up all that had been done in these twenty-seven years, "we drove for
two days. If the house on the London road is vivid to you, that drive
is as clear to me. Our heaviest luggage was our hopes;" and Robert
Daventry smiled across the table.
"I have not forgotten that either," he said; and there was a whole
world of love in his voice.
"When we reached here we found a tin house with three rooms and
nothing else, not a tree, hardly a track. Now there's an avenue half a
mile long, there are plantations, there's a real brick house for the
plantations to shelter. There are wells, there's a garden, there's a
village at the end of the avenue, there's even a railway station
to-day. These things are our doing, Robert;" and her voice was lifted
up with pride.
"I know," replied her husband. "But I ask myself whether the time has
not come to hand them on."
Once more the look of solicitude shone in his wife's eyes.
"I could leave the estancia," she said doubtfully, "though it would
almost break my heart to do it. But suppose we did. What would become
of you in England? I have a fear," and she leaned forward across the
table.
"Why a fear?" he asked.
"Because I think that people who have lived hard, like you and me, run
a great risk if they retire just when they feel that they are
beginning to grow old. A real risk of life, I mean. I think such as
you and I would be killed off by inactivity rather than by any
disease."
She did not deny that something was wrong in their present situation.
But she had a different conception of what that something was; and she
had a different remedy.
"We should find life too dull?" he exclaimed. "Too lonely, Joan?" and
he struck the table with his hand; "I find it lonely here;" and at
that she uttered a low cry:
"Oh, my dear, and what of me?" and the wistfulness of her voice struck
him to silence, a remorseful silence. After all, his days were full.
"There's our other plan," she suggested gently.
"Yes. To be sure! There's our other plan," he said. He leaned back in
his chair, his face upturned toward the ceiling, and a thoughtful look
in his eyes.
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