The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
Fiction
"I don't think that I understand," she said quietly, and she made room
upon the couch at her side. Harry Rames took the place. The appeal in
her voice was a flattery which he quite failed to understand. Though
Cynthia was young, and though she walked no longer in her enchanted
garden, something of that spirit of romance, which had guided her
there, had revived in her of late. Captain Rames was one of the chosen
men for whom the turnstile had revolved; now that she met him in the
flesh she could not forget it. He was of her dreams, he had marched in
the procession of heroes, and though disillusionment had come to her
he still wore a look of the heroic in her thoughts. All the more
because disillusionment had come to her she wished him to retain the
look. Her appeal was a prayer that he should stamp it upon his image
for good and all.
"May I explain it all to you?" he asked. He sat down beside her, and
in answer to that gentle appeal of hers to make the best of himself,
he drew for her clearly and succinctly and proudly the picture of a
man on the make. "I went South, first and last, to get on in the
world," he began. "As I say, I was very glad to go. The journey was a
great experience. Yes, three years of my life were very well spent
upon it; but they were very well spent, not because the journey was a
great experience, but because it is now the great help to me in
getting on, which I always thought it was going to be."
He took no notice of the disappointment gathering upon Cynthia's face.
He was not aware of it. Here was a girl of remarkable loveliness,
wistfully appealing to him to explain the inner workings of his mind,
and he was delighted to gratify her wish.
"I can hardly remember the time when I was not diligently looking for
a chance to get on. I was poor, you see. I am so still, indeed. I had
none of those opportunities which money commands. I had somehow to
create or find them. There's a motto in gold letters above the clock
in the great hall at Osborne, the first of all mottoes in its superb
confidence:
"'There is nothing the navy cannot do.'"
Cynthia turned to him with eagerness.
"Yes," she said with a smile. "For a boy to have that plain and simple
statement before his eyes each day, that's splendid. I suppose a boy
would never speak of it, but it would be to him a perpetual
inspiration."
"Yes," said Rames, "if all he thought of was the navy; if his
ambitions were bound up with the navy. But mine weren't, you see, and
I used to worry over that sentence even then. 'There is nothing the
navy cannot do.' Very well. But that didn't mean that this little
particular, insignificant cog-wheel in the navy machine was going to
do anything special, or, indeed, anything at all. And I wanted to do
things--I myself, not the navy."
"To do things?" Cynthia asked quietly, and her lips drooped a little
at the corners, "Or to become a personage?"
Captain Rames laughed good-humoredly.
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