The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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James Challoner took his money and went out into the town. He sat
moodily on a high stool at a bar for an hour or so. Then some men of
his acquaintance joined him, and from moody he became blusterful and
boisterous. But both the moodiness and the bluster were phases of the
one deep-seated feeling--a reluctance to go up the hill and meet his
wife. It was seven o'clock before he had gained the necessary courage,
and when he did face his wife he followed the usual practice of his
kind and blurted out aggressively the news of his dismissal.
"I was lowering myself by going into the office at all as a clerk," he
cried. "I told you so when you urged me to do it. Upon my word it
almost serves me right, Doris. I have never known any good come from a
man's lowering himself. He is bound to make enemies amongst his new
associates. Jealousy is a despicable thing, but there's a deal of it
floating about in the world, and one's a fool to shut one's eyes to
it. However, we can't let the business rest there. My honor's
impugned. That's the truth of it, Doris. I lie under a dishonorable
charge. There's a stigma on our child's name, and it must be removed."
He drew a chair briskly up to the table, pulled a piece of note-paper
toward him, and dipped his pen in the ink.
"Let me see, now! Who can my enemy be? Who is it that hates me? Can't
you think of some one?" and in an instant he pushed the blotting pad
from him. "You might say something, Doris. You just stand and look and
never open your mouth."
That was James Challoner's trouble, and the cause of his uneasiness.
His wife neither buoyed him up with high-sounding phrases, nor
afforded him the opportunity by any reproach to work himself into a
fine heat of indignation. She had given him one dreadful look, her
whole countenance a quivering cry of dismay made visible, and
thereafter she had just stood with no word on her lips, her great eyes
disconcertingly fixed upon his face and her mind quite hidden. She
went out from the room and left him sitting in great discomfort. He
detested her habit of silence, but he feared still more the thought of
him which it might conceal, and he dared not break it with acrimonies.
When she returned again into the room it was to say:
"Dinner is ready."
"Well, we must dine," said Challoner.
"It is fortunate that after all I didn't hire that servant at once,"
said Doris.
"Yes, that was lucky. We can't afford a servant now," said James
Challoner.
Fear lest his wife should "lower herself" did not trouble him at all.
During dinner he talked in self-defence, flurriedly, about his enemy,
pointing vaguely to this man or to that, and watching keenly for some
droop of disdain about Doris's lips. But she gave no sign, and at the
back of all his thought was the wounding question:
"What does she think of me?"
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