I was still, pretending that I had not heard. She had spoken softly,
so that the pretence seemed plausible; though I was conscious that it
was but seeming, for Vi reads me as if I were an open book. But I had
not the courage to reply. Indeed, it was a question to which I had not
yet found an answer. In that lay the sting. How about Edith? was what
I kept asking myself all the time. Nor had I found a solution to the
problem when I reached the door of Milady's lodgings.
Lady Desmond's taste is not in all things mine; particularly is that
the case with her taste in lodgings. The rooms in Clarges Street are
kept by an ancient man and woman who are, no doubt, worthy folk
enough, but who are also stupid, slow, and behind the times. I was
shown into what is called the drawing-room--a fusty apartment, the
very atmosphere of which was synonymous with depression. My hostess
rose to receive me; a little stiff, bony figure, dressed in old
clothes, which were ill-fitting and old-fashioned when she first had
them. It was an extraordinary thing, but I have never seen that woman
in what looked like a new dress yet. I believe that when she buys
things she stores them away, never putting them on till they are
old--and rumpled. In her left hand she had a stick; she extended two
fingers of her right to me by way of greeting.
Edith came towards me from the struggling fire in the dingy fireplace.
God knows she is past her first beauty; but she will always be young
to me. As I took her hand in mine I told myself, for the thousandth
time, what a coward I was not to have made her my wife long ago. This
is not a sentimental age, and I am not a sentimental man; but for her
I would go through the fires of hell. Yet there we were, I an old
bachelor, she a spinster yet. Marriage, nowadays, is surrounded with
so many complications.
'Hollo, Douglas! Going strong? Isn't this place enough to give you the
horrors?'
This was Reggie, who had preceded me. The final portion of his remark
was whispered.
The dinner was in keeping with the rooms; badly chosen, badly cooked,
badly served. No one ate anything; no one talked. One couldn't even
drink; the wine was frightful. We sat there like mutes at our own
funerals. For my part I was glad when the cloth was cleared; though I
knew that a bad quarter of an hour was coming. It could scarcely be
worse than what had gone before. The old lady fired the first shot.
'Edith, had you not better withdraw?'
'No, mother. I know what you are going to say, and, as I am as much
interested in it as any one else, I should prefer to stop.'
My hostess wasted no time in argument or preamble; she came straight
to the point.
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