The Twins of Table Mountain, and Other Stories — John Shaqi
The Twins of Table Mountain, and Other StoriesHarte, Bret
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The Twins of Table Mountain, and Other Stories
Harte, Bret
American fiction -- 19th century; Western stories
He hurried to the cabin, where Mrs. Sol left him with a word of caution:
“You'll find her changed and quiet,--very quiet. If I was you, I
wouldn't say anything to bring back her old self.”
The change which Rand saw was so great, the face that was turned to him
so quiet, that, with a new fear upon him, he would have preferred the
savage eyes and reckless mien of the old Mornie whom he hated. With his
habitual impulsiveness he tried to say something that should express
that fact not unkindly, but faltered, and awkwardly sank into the chair
by her bedside.
“I don't wonder you stare at me now,” she said in a far-off voice. “It
seems to you strange to see me lying here so quiet. You are thinking how
wild I was when I came here that night. I must have been crazy, I think.
I dreamed that I said dreadful things to you; but you must forgive me,
and not mind it. I was crazy then.” She stopped, and folded the blanket
between her thin fingers. “I didn't ask you to come here to tell you
that, or to remind you of it; but--but when I was crazy, I said so many
worse, dreadful things of HIM; and you--YOU will be left behind to tell
him of it.”
Rand was vaguely murmuring something to the effect that “he knew she
didn't mean anything,” that “she musn't think of it again,” that “he'd
forgotten all about it,” when she stopped him with a tired gesture.
“Perhaps I was wrong to think, that, after I am gone, you would care to
tell him anything. Perhaps I'm wrong to think of it at all, or to care
what he will think of me, except for the sake of the child--his child,
Rand--that I must leave behind me. He will know that IT never abused
him. No, God bless its sweet heart! IT never was wild and wicked and
hateful, like its cruel, crazy mother. And he will love it; and you,
perhaps, will love it too--just a little, Rand! Look at it!” She tried
to raise the helpless bundle beside her in her arms, but failed. “You
must lean over,” she said faintly to Rand. “It looks like him, doesn't
it?”
Rand, with wondering, embarrassed eyes, tried to see some resemblance,
in the little blue-red oval, to the sad, wistful face of his brother,
which even then was haunting him from some mysterious distance. He
kissed the child's forehead, but even then so vaguely and perfunctorily,
that the mother sighed, and drew it closer to her breast.
“The doctor says,” she continued in a calmer voice, “that I'm not doing
as well as I ought to. I don't think,” she faltered, with something of
her old bitter laugh, “that I'm ever doing as well as I ought to, and
perhaps it's not strange now that I don't. And he says that, in case
anything happens to me, I ought to look ahead. I have looked ahead.
It's a dark look ahead, Rand--a horror of blackness, without kind faces,
without the baby, without--without HIM!”
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