My childhood was passed almost entirely alone; first with my nurse as
sole companion; afterward with my governess, a perfect angel, knowing
no more of the things of earth than angels do. For instance--of
botany she simply knew nothing. If I asked her what was larkspur in
French, she would answer, “_C’est le coucou bleu_”; a buttercup was
“_le coucou jaune_”; eyebright, “_le coucou blanc_.” All flowers,
that is all wild and field flowers, to her were various colored
_coucous_. But I must do her the justice to say that she was fully
authorized not to go too thoroughly into my education, my dear good
father having engaged her on the express stipulation that what he
required for his daughter was a good “superficial” education. And
that was what I certainly obtained. Thus for a long time I thought
I knew the history of the world from beginning to end; when suddenly
I found that Mme. Duphot, at mamma’s request, had quietly suppressed
the whole of one century--that of the Reformation. They desired
that I should know nothing of Luther. But I discovered him--in the
eleventh volume of Schlosser’s “History of the World,” accidentally
forgotten and left behind when it had been decided to turn out my
brother’s old books and pack them off to a second-hand dealer.
Heaven forgive me if I am a bad Catholic, but, honestly, Dr. Luther
does not seem to me such a terrible creature that one dare not even
know of his existence. Of course I did not venture to express so
heterodox an opinion to my devout Duphot; it would have destroyed
her peace of mind forever, and she would henceforth have been
spending all her poor little savings on the reading of masses for the
restoration of my endangered faith. But I did tell the chaplain when
next I went to confession. He merely imposed an extra penitential
prayer--nothing more; nor did he in any way alter his customary
admonition, nor the sentence with which it always closed--“And then
say, ‘Dear God, I thank thee for all the mercies which thou dost
vouchsafe to me, and to my noble family.’”
I always used to think it strangely worded, and not exactly in
accordance with the manner in which we should address the Divine
Being, who takes no account of “noble” families, we being all equal
in his sight.
And this was not the only thing in which the reverend chaplain gave
me ground for astonishment. Upon learned subjects he held views
shared by no one save, perhaps, Mme. Duphot and myself--and myself
only up to a certain period. For example: he used to give me my
geography lessons, we beginning with physiography as being the most
difficult, and, once mastered, the rest being bound to follow as a
matter of course. Among other things the reverend chaplain informed
us: “At the North Pole it is cold, and at the South Pole” (Siedpol,
he called it) “hot, I suppose.”
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