England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
In those days of slow communication, I had to wait, not for days, but
for weeks, before I could expect to receive Sir James's answer. His
letter only reached me after an unusually long delay. For this, or
for some other reason that I cannot divine, I felt so strongly the
foreboding of bad news that I abstained from breaking the seal in my
mother's presence. I waited until I could retire to my own room, and
then I opened the letter. My presentiment had not deceived me.
Sir James's reply contained these words only: "The letter inclosed tells
its own sad story, without help from me. I cannot grieve for her; but I
can feel sorry for you."
The letter thus described was addressed to Sir James by the doctor at
Lerwick. I copy it (without comment) in these words:
"The late stormy weather has delayed the vessel by means of which we
communicate with the mainland. I have only received your letter to-day.
With it, there has arrived a little box, containing a gold locket and
chain; being the present which you ask me to convey privately to Miss
Dunross, from a friend of yours whose name you are not at liberty to
mention.
"In transmitting these instructions, you have innocently placed me in a
position of extreme difficulty.
"The poor lady for whom the gift is intended is near the end of her
life--a life of such complicated and terrible suffering that death
comes, in her case, literally as a mercy and a deliverance. Under these
melancholy circumstances, I am, I think, not to blame if I hesitate to
give her the locket in secret; not knowing with what associations this
keepsake may be connected, or of what serious agitation it may not
possibly be the cause.
"In this state of doubt I have ventured on opening the locket, and
my hesitation is naturally increased. I am quite ignorant of the
remembrances which my unhappy patient may connect with the portrait. I
don't know whether it will give her pleasure or pain to receive it, in
her last moments on earth. I can only decide to take it with me, when
I see her to-morrow, and to let circumstances determine whether I shall
risk letting her see it or not. Our post to the South only leaves this
place in three days' time. I can keep my letter open, and let you know
the result.
"I have seen her; and I have just returned to my own house. My distress
of mind is great. But I will do my best to write intelligibly and fully
of what has happened.
"Her sinking energies, when I first saw her this morning, had rallied
for the moment. The nurse informed me that she had slept during the
early hours of the new day. Previously to this, there were symptoms of
fever, accompanied by some slight delirium. The words that escaped her
in this condition appear to have related mainly to an absent person whom
she spoke of by the name of 'George.' Her one anxiety, I am told, was to
see 'George' again before she died.
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