England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Hearing this, it struck me as barely possible that the portrait in the
locket might be the portrait of the absent person. I sent her nurse
out of the room, and took her hand in mine. Trusting partly to her own
admirable courage and strength of mind, and partly to the confidence
which I knew she placed in me as an old friend and adviser, I adverted
to the words which had fallen from her in the feverish state. And then I
said, 'You know that any secret of yours is safe in my keeping. Tell me,
do you expect to receive any little keepsake or memorial from 'George'?
"It was a risk to run. The black veil which she always wears was over
her face. I had nothing to tell me of the effect which I was producing
on her, except the changing temperature, or the partial movement, of her
hand, as it lay in mine, just under the silk coverlet of the bed.
"She said nothing at first. Her hand turned suddenly from cold to
hot, and closed with a quick pressure on mine. Her breathing became
oppressed. When she spoke, it was with difficulty. She told me nothing;
she only put a question:
"'Is he here?' she asked.
"I said, 'Nobody is here but myself.'
"'Is there a letter?'
"I said 'No.'
"She was silent for a while. Her hand turned cold; the grasp of her
fingers loosened. She spoke again: 'Be quick, doctor! Whatever it is,
give it to me, before I die.'
"I risked the experiment; I opened the locket, and put it into her hand.
"So far as I could discover, she refrained from looking at it at first.
She said, 'Turn me in the bed, with my face to the wall.' I obeyed
her. With her back turned toward me she lifted her veil; and then (as I
suppose) she looked at the portrait. A long, low cry--not of sorrow or
pain: a cry of rapture and delight--burst from her. I heard her kiss
the portrait. Accustomed as I am in my profession to piteous sights and
sounds, I never remember so completely losing my self-control as I lost
it at that moment. I was obliged to turn away to the window.
"Hardly a minute can have passed before I was back again at the bedside.
In that brief interval she had changed. Her voice had sunk again; it
was so weak that I could only hear what she said by leaning over her and
placing my ear close to her lips.
"'Put it round my neck,' she whispered.
"I clasped the chain of the locket round her neck. She tried to lift her
hand to it, but her strength failed her.
"'Help me to hide it,' she said.
"I guided her hand. She hid the locket in her bosom, under the white
dressing-gown which she wore that day. The oppression in her breathing
increased. I raised her on the pillow. The pillow was not high enough.
I rested her head on my shoulder, and partially opened her veil. She was
able to speak once more, feeling a momentary relief.
"'Promise,' she said, 'that no stranger's hand shall touch me. Promise
to bury me as I am now.'
"I gave her my promise.
"Her failing breath quickened. She was just able to articulate the next
words:
"'Cover my face again.'
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