England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Over and over again I discover that his eyes are resting on me with a
furtive interest and attention which he seems anxious to conceal. Over
and over again I notice that he contrives to divert the conversation
from general topics, and to lure me into talking of myself; and,
stranger still (unless I am quite mistaken), Sir James understands and
encourages him. Under various pretenses I am questioned about what I
have suffered in the past, and what plans of life I have formed for the
future. Among other subjects of personal interest to me, the subject
of supernatural appearances is introduced. I am asked if I believe
in occult spiritual sympathies, and in ghostly apparitions of dead or
distant persons. I am dexterously led into hinting that my views on
this difficult and debatable question are in some degree influenced by
experiences of my own. Hints, however, are not enough to satisfy the
doctor's innocent curiosity; he tries to induce me to relate in detail
what I have myself seen and felt. But by this time I am on my guard;
I make excuses; I steadily abstain from taking my friend into my
confidence. It is more and more plain to me that I am being made the
subject of an experiment, in which Sir James and the physician are
equally interested. Outwardly assuming to be guiltless of any suspicion
of what is going on, I inwardly determine to discover the true motive
for the doctor's presence that evening, and for the part that Sir James
has taken in inviting him to be my guest.
Events favor my purpose soon after the dessert has been placed on the
table.
The waiter enters the room with a letter for me, and announces that the
bearer waits to know if there is any answer. I open the envelope, and
find inside a few lines from my lawyers, announcing the completion of
some formal matter of business. I at once seize the opportunity that is
offered to me. Instead of sending a verbal message downstairs, I make my
apologies, and use the letter as a pretext for leaving the room.
Dismissing the messenger who waits below, I return to the corridor in
which my rooms are situated, and softly open the door of my bed-chamber.
A second door communicates with the sitting-room, and has a ventilator
in the upper part of it. I have only to stand under the ventilator,
and every word of the conversation between Sir James and the physician
reaches my ears.
"Then you think I am right?" are the first words I hear, in Sir James's
voice.
"Quite right," the doctor answers.
"I have done my best to make him change his dull way of life," Sir James
proceeds. "I have asked him to pay a visit to my house in Scotland; I
have proposed traveling with him on the Continent; I have offered
to take him with me on my next voyage in the yacht. He has but one
answer--he simply says No to everything that I can suggest. You have
heard from his own lips that he has no definite plans for the future.
What is to become of him? What had we better do?"
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