France -- History -- Henry II, 1547-1559 -- Fiction; Montgomery, Gabriel, comte de, 1530-1574 -- Fiction
"All that is very true, Gabriel," said Diane; "and it would be very
hard, not to say impossible, for me to justify in your eyes this
extraordinary feeling--is it of pride?--which has made Madame de
Valentinois refuse to acknowledge me formally as her child. Don't you
know, dear, that in the first place she induced the king to conceal the
fact of my birth; that she consented to my being recalled to court only
at his urgent request, which was almost a command; and that she didn't
choose even to be mentioned in the decree by which I was legitimatized?
I have no inclination to complain of her for it, Gabriel, because if it
had not been for this inexplicable pride of hers, I should never have
known you, and you would not have loved me. But, nevertheless, I have
sometimes been pained to think of the sort of repugnance which my mother
seems to feel for everything that relates to me."
"A repugnance which may be remorse only," thought Gabriel, with terror;
"she was able to deceive the king, and it was not without hesitation and
dread--"
"But what are you thinking about, dear Gabriel?" said Diane. "And why do
you ask me all these questions?"
"Oh, for no reason at all! A misgiving of my anxious heart,--that's all;
don't worry about it, Diane. But, at all events, if your mother does
seem to feel only aversion and almost hatred for you, your father,
Diane,--your father makes up for her coldness by his affection, doesn't
he? And you, if you do feel shy and constrained with Madame de
Valentinois, your heart expands in the king's presence, does it not, and
recognizes in him a true parent?"
"Oh, yes, indeed!" said Diane; "and the very first day that I saw him,
when he spoke to me so tenderly, I felt drawn to him at once. It is not
from policy that I am affectionate and obliging with him, but from
instinct. It was not the king, not my benefactor and my patron, that I
loved so dearly,--it was my father!"
"One can never be mistaken about such matters!" cried Gabriel, beside
himself with joy. "Dear, dear Diane, my dearest love, I am glad that you
love your father so, and that in his presence you feel the tender
emotions of gratitude and love! This lovely filial devotion does you
honor, Diane!"
"And I am glad, too, that you understand it and approve of it," said
Diane. "But now that we have spoken of my father, and of his love for me
and mine for him, and of our obligation to him, Gabriel, suppose we talk
a little about ourselves and our own love; why not? Come, what do you
say? We are selfish creatures," added she, with the lovely ingenousness
which was hers alone. "Besides, if the king were here, he would reprove
me for not thinking at all of myself,--of ourselves; and do you know,
Gabriel, what he keeps saying to me every minute? 'My dear child, be
happy! Be happy; do you understand? And in that way you will make me
happy.' And so, Monsieur, now that our debt of gratitude is paid, let us
not be too forgetful of ourselves."
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