France -- History -- Henry II, 1547-1559 -- Fiction; Montgomery, Gabriel, comte de, 1530-1574 -- Fiction
"Very true," said Gabriel, thoughtfully,--"very true. Let us now give
ourselves up to this attachment which binds us to each other for life.
Let us look into our hearts, and see what is going on there. Let us lay
bare our very souls to each other."
"Well, we will," said Diane; "that will be delightful!"
"Yes, delightful!" responded Gabriel, in a melancholy tone. "And do you,
first, Diane, tell me what you feel for me. Don't you love me less than
your father?"
"Oh, you jealous boy!" said Diane. "Be sure that my love for you is very
different, and it is not by any means easy to explain. When I am with
the king, I am calm, and my heart beats no more quickly than usual; but
when I see you, oh, then I feel a curious agitation, which pains and
delights me at the same time, and spreads over my whole being. To my
father I can say, even before the whole world, the sweet and loving
words which come to my lips; but to you, it seems to me that I should
never dare to say even the one word 'Gabriel' before another soul, not
even when I am your wife. In a word, the happiness which your presence
brings me is as restless and unquiet--I had almost said painful--as the
joy which I feel with my father is calm and peaceful; but the pain of
the one is more ecstatic than the tranquillity of the other."
"Say no more! oh, say no more!" cried Gabriel, in despair. "Yes, you do
love me, indeed; and it terrifies me! And yet it encourages me, too, I
must say; for surely God would not have implanted such a passion in your
heart, if it had been wrong for you to love me!"
"What do you mean, Gabriel?" asked Diane, in amazement. "Why should my
confession, which I have the best right in the world to make to you,
since you are going to be my husband,--why should it put you thus beside
yourself? What danger can be hidden in my love?"
"None, Diane, none. Pay no attention to me. It is joy which intoxicates
me thus,--pure joy! Such supreme happiness makes me dizzy with delight.
But you didn't always love me so restlessly and with such painful
sensations. When we used to walk together under the trees at Vimoutiers,
you had only friendship for me,--fraternal friendship."
"I was only a child then," said Diane. "I had not then been dreaming of
you for six solitary homesick years; my love had not then grown as my
body grew; I had not lived two months in the midst of a court where
licentious language and corrupt morals had made me cherish more fondly
still the thought of our pure and holy affection."
"True, true, Diane!" said Gabriel.
"And now, do you, dear Gabriel, in your turn tell me of your devotion
and passionate love for me. Open your heart to me, as I have laid mine
bare to your gaze. If my words have sounded pleasantly in your ears, do
you let me hear your voice telling me how much you love me, and how
dearly you love me."
"Oh, as for me, I don't know," said Gabriel. "I cannot tell you that!
Don't ask me about it, don't press me to ask myself, for it is too
terrible!"
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