“We are all fools and know nothing. We could not save this life,” she
said, “though there were no complications.”
Dr Brewer, too, felt a little ashamed. What was the good of him? He had
done everything that his science was capable of, but that had been
nothing. Old Death, the oldest of practitioners and the most
experienced, had laughed at him, and out of his very hands had taken the
prey.
The girls never knew what happened till the funeral was over; and yet it
troubled them in the midst of their distress that there was nobody to
ask to it, no train of mourners to do honour to their father. They went
themselves, following the lonely coffin, and the doctor, half ashamed,
half astonished at his own emotion, went with them, to see the stranger
buried. He had sent the introductory letter to the Colonial office,
accompanied by a statement of the circumstances; but the Minister was up
to his eyes in parliamentary work, and his aides knew nothing about Mr
Robert Yorke of Quebec. The landlord, out of respect for what had
happened in his own house--though at first he had been very angry that
any one should have taken such a liberty as to die in his house at the
beginning of the season--followed at a little distance. He came by
himself in the second mourning coach which the undertakers felt to be
necessary, and in which it was well there should be some one for the
sake of respectability. Notwithstanding all that had been said and done,
it did not seem to the girls that they had ever realised what had
happened till they came back that dreary afternoon, and sat down hand in
hand in their sitting-room, the door closed upon all things, the murk
evening closing in, and nothing to look forward to now--nothing to think
of but their own desolation. They “broke down;” what could they do else?
But when there are two to break down, it is inevitable that one of the
two must see the vanity of tears and make an effort to check them.
“We cannot go on like this,” Grace said. “We will only kill ourselves
too; that will not be any comfort for mamma. In the first place, we must
find out whether there was anything that--papa wanted done while he was
in England. Yes! I mean to talk of him,” she said, “just as if he were
in Canada, as if he were next door; he must not be banished from his own
because he is dead. Mamma will never let him be forgotten and put aside.
We must accustom ourselves to talk about him. Perhaps there was
something he wanted done. Do you recollect, Milly? he went away by
himself that night?”
“Oh, Grace,” cried her sister, “whoever they are, I hate those people.
They were the cause of it. He would never have caught cold but for----”
“Hush,” said Grace, “we must not hate anybody. I should like to go and
ask about them; they must have been old--friends.”
It was at this moment that the waiter came in--the waiter who had always
been so kind to them. He came in with a countenance regulated to the
occasion.
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