“I can’t see my way,” she said faintly. “I cannot tell what to do. Yes,
Milly, we will go away; but for all that, it is not finished,” she said,
turning to Miss Anna with a gleam of dim defiance in her eyes.
CHAPTER VIII
The girls were now as eager to go away as they had been to come; they
would scarcely wait for the cab which was sent for, and they paid very
little attention to the anxious civilities of Mrs Underwood and
Geoffrey, who conducted them to the door and put them into the carriage,
making every kind of wistful endeavour to obliterate the impression made
upon their minds by the other member of the family. Grace and Milly were
in too great haste to consult each other, to compare notes, and to
realise this strange new complication in their lives, to have their ears
open to Mrs Underwood’s apologies.
“You must not mind Anna,” she said in an undertone, as she led them into
the hall, with its dark oaken furniture and scanty light, out of the
warm and softened brightness of Miss Anna’s room. “She has always been
used to having her own way; she cannot bear to be contradicted. When she
takes anything into her head it is so difficult to convince her; oh, she
is a great deal cleverer than I am, that is true; but she will not be
convinced when she has taken a thing into her head.”
This little explanatory stream of talk seemed to flow round them as they
went to the door, but they paid very little attention to it. They
scarcely heard Mrs Underwood’s promise to go and see them at their hotel
next day; and they submitted with a little surprise rather than accepted
with any pleasure her offer of kindness, when she took each in
succession by the hand and kissed her, with a mixture of nervous
timidity and affection. “If it is so, we are relations,” she said almost
under her breath; “and if it is not so, my poor dears, my poor children,
my heart bleeds for you all the same.” The water trembling in her eyes
and the quaver of her voice showed the good woman’s sincerity; but the
girls were scarcely moved by it, so full were their minds of this
discovery, which they did not understand. As for Geoffrey, he said
nothing at all; he shut the door of the cab and lingered for a moment
looking at them wistfully, but that was all. There was in his face a
pained consciousness of the difference between his own position and
theirs. He, with his home behind him, and all the long-established
household gods which had protected him all his life; while the other
two, so much younger, feebler, and less able to shift for themselves,
had nothing but the cold foreign shelter of a hotel to go back upon. He
stood bareheaded in the rain, which, to complete the resemblance with
their father’s visit to this place, began to drizzle down continuously
out of the dim persistent skies; and his face was the last thing they
saw, gazing compassionately after them as they disappeared into the
darkness. They were too much preoccupied even to notice this--at least
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