Grace was too much preoccupied. Milly for her part saw him very well,
but said nothing. Her mind too was full of other thoughts--yet not so
full but that she could remark this quietly to herself.
But though they thus left Grove Road in great excitement they were not
disappointed. If they had found themselves simply mistaken, and that
nothing was known there of their father or his visit, they would have
fallen from an eminence of hope, which in present circumstances they had
by no means lost. Had they been received with kind indulgence as
strangers, rousing no hostile or any other kind of feeling, but simply a
little surprise, they would have been cruelly disappointed; but the
excitement of seeing themselves regarded with alarm as dangerous
intruders, so important as to be perilous to family peace, flattered
them in the most subtle way. As they went slowly down the hill, jolting
over the stones, their hearts were fluttered by a sense of dignity which
they had never felt before. They laid their girlish heads together as
they had been longing to do since ever they set foot in that strange
enchanted place. What could it be? what solemn inheritance, what great
fortune, to justify the panic which they had seen by movements beneath
all the glitter and bravado of Miss Anna’s words? Between that exciting
and wonderful idea and the associations with their father of which the
darkling road seemed full, their minds were transported altogether out
of their own trouble and raised into an atmosphere of high interest and
responsibility. It would depend, they thought, upon how they now behaved
whether their whole position might be changed. They were well off
enough; there was no want in their house, nor had they any reason to
suppose that their father’s death would leave them destitute. But there
was a great difference between that state of ordinary and commonplace
comfort, and this dazzling probability. It might have been a vacant
principality, almost a throne, from the way in which Grace and Milly
contemplated it. They felt as if their former life had been stopped, and
that something new, altogether unrealised and unrealisable, awaited them
in the future. “If we only knew what to do; if we could only decide on
what is best,” Grace said. That was the difficulty now. This morning
there had seemed nothing before them but a patient, melancholy waiting
for their mother’s sad letter, and the news of her arrangements for
their return to her; now they thought no longer of the voyage home or of
anything connected with it, but of what to do and say as representatives
of their father, and heads, so to speak, of the family, working on
their behalf. “It will change everything,” Grace said again
thoughtfully. “Instead of all of us being alike, Lenny--Lenny will be
the heir. That is one thing that gives a likelihood to it,” she added,
sinking her voice as if the cab-driver might perhaps hear and report the
matter.
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