to listen as they were passing. I was running up the breadths of my new
frock, a blue print, which was as bright and pretty as the day, and, to
tell the truth, did not care in the least what the voices were saying on
the other side of the folding doors. I had made noise enough to
demonstrate my presence, and, as nothing was ever hid from me, it never
came into my head to listen. It was Spicer the grocer’s voice, I think,
which attracted my ear at last. It was a strange, little, harsh,
snappish voice, so unharmonious that it worried one like a dog barking;
and by degrees, as he talked and talked, some sort of vague association
came into my mind--something which I had half forgotten. What was it I
had heard about the Spicers? I could not recollect all at once.
“Governessing ain’t paradise,” said Spicer, “but it’s better perhaps
than other things. Marrying a man as is in poor health, and at a
troublesome time o’ life--and nothing to leave to them as comes after
him; that ain’t much, Mr Peveril. A woman’s best married, I allow; but
marriage has consekenses, and when there’s no money----”
I did not hear what my father said in reply, and indeed I did not care
to hear. I was half annoyed, half amused, by Spicer’s queer little
barking voice.
“Forty-five, sir? no, it ain’t old--but it ain’t young neither. I’ve
known many a man carried off at forty-five. Them things have all got to
be considered; though for that matter twenty-five would make little
difference. The thing is, here’s a young woman as has a trade she can
make her living by. A man comes in, marries her right off: they have a
child or two in natural course, and then he goes and dies. Nothing more
natural or more common. But then you see, Mr Peveril, sir, here’s the
question: what’s to become of her? And that’s the question I’ve got to
consider. I’ve a family myself, and I can’t put myself in the way of
having to support another man’s family; and a woman can’t go out and be
a governess, it stands to reason, with two or three young uns on her
hands.”
My father said something here in a very earnest, low, grave voice, which
really attracted my curiosity for the first time. Whatever he was
saying, he was very serious about it, and his tone, though I could not
hear what he said, woke me up. Perhaps he warned Spicer to talk low; but
at all events I heard nothing more for some time, except the grumbling
and barking of the grocer’s voice, in a much subdued tone. They seemed
to argue, and Spicer seemed to yield. At last he got up to go away, and
then I heard him deliver his final judgment on the matter, whatever it
was, standing close to the folding doors.
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