On this particular afternoon, when old reminiscences had been gone
through, and the intervening gossip of past months duly recounted, a lull
in the conversation made itself rather obstinately felt. Molly had
already guessed that matters were about to slip into a new phase; the
affair had reached maturity long ago, and a new phase must be in the
nature of a wane.
“You’re a clever brute,” she said, suddenly, with an air of affectionate
regret; “I always knew you’d get on in the House, but I hardly expected
you to come to the front so soon.”
“I’m coming to the front,” admitted Youghal, judicially; “the problem is,
shall I be able to stay there. Unless something happens in the financial
line before long, I don’t see how I’m to stay in Parliament at all.
Economy is out of the question. It would open people’s eyes, I fancy, if
they knew how little I exist on as it is. And I’m living so far beyond
my income that we may almost be said to be living apart.”
“It will have to be a rich wife, I suppose,” said Molly, slowly; “that’s
the worst of success, it imposes so many conditions. I rather knew, from
something in your manner, that you were drifting that way.”
Youghal said nothing in the way of contradiction; he gazed steadfastly at
the aviary in front of him as though exotic pheasants were for the moment
the most absorbing study in the world. As a matter of fact, his mind was
centred on the image of Elaine de Frey, with her clear untroubled eyes
and her Leonardo da Vinci air. He was wondering whether he was likely to
fall into a frame of mind concerning her which would be in the least like
falling in love.
“I shall mind horribly,” continued Molly, after a pause, “but, of course,
I have always known that something of the sort would have to happen one
of these days. When a man goes into politics he can’t call his soul his
own, and I suppose his heart becomes an impersonal possession in the same
way.”
“Most people who know me would tell you that I haven’t got a heart,” said
Youghal.
“I’ve often felt inclined to agree with them,” said Molly; “and then, now
and again, I think you have a heart tucked away somewhere.”
“I hope I have,” said Youghal, “because I’m trying to break to you the
fact that I think I’m falling in love with somebody.”
Molly McQuade turned sharply to look at her companion, who still fixed
his gaze on the pheasant run in front of him.
“Don’t tell me you’re losing your head over somebody useless, someone
without money,” she said; “I don’t think I could stand that.”
For the moment she feared that Courtenay’s selfishness might have taken
an unexpected turn, in which ambition had given way to the fancy of the
hour; he might be going to sacrifice his Parliamentary career for a life
of stupid lounging in momentarily attractive company. He quickly
undeceived her.
“She’s got heaps of money.”
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