Great Britain -- Social conditions -- 19th century; London (England) -- Description and travel
How does it happen that when all else is change wherever one goes, there
yet seem, in every place, to be some few people who never alter? As the
sight of the greengrocer’s house recalled these trivial incidents of long
ago, the identical greengrocer appeared on the steps, with his hands in
his pockets, and leaning his shoulder against the door-post, as my
childish eyes had seen him many a time; indeed, there was his old mark on
the door-post yet, as if his shadow had become a fixture there. It was
he himself; he might formerly have been an old-looking young man, or he
might now be a young-looking old man, but there he was. In walking along
the street, I had as yet looked in vain for a familiar face, or even a
transmitted face; here was the very greengrocer who had been weighing and
handling baskets on the morning of the reception. As he brought with him
a dawning remembrance that he had had no proprietary interest in those
babies, I crossed the road, and accosted him on the subject. He was not
in the least excited or gratified, or in any way roused, by the accuracy
of my recollection, but said, Yes, summut out of the common—he didn’t
remember how many it was (as if half-a-dozen babes either way made no
difference)—had happened to a Mrs. What’s-her-name, as once lodged
there—but he didn’t call it to mind, particular. Nettled by this
phlegmatic conduct, I informed him that I had left the town when I was a
child. He slowly returned, quite unsoftened, and not without a sarcastic
kind of complacency, _Had_ I? Ah! And did I find it had got on
tolerably well without me? Such is the difference (I thought, when I had
left him a few hundred yards behind, and was by so much in a better
temper) between going away from a place and remaining in it. I had no
right, I reflected, to be angry with the greengrocer for his want of
interest, I was nothing to him: whereas he was the town, the cathedral,
the bridge, the river, my childhood, and a large slice of my life, to me.
Of course the town had shrunk fearfully, since I was a child there. I
had entertained the impression that the High-street was at least as wide
as Regent-street, London, or the Italian Boulevard at Paris. I found it
little better than a lane. There was a public clock in it, which I had
supposed to be the finest clock in the world: whereas it now turned out
to be as inexpressive, moon-faced, and weak a clock as ever I saw. It
belonged to a Town Hall, where I had seen an Indian (who I now suppose
wasn’t an Indian) swallow a sword (which I now suppose he didn’t). The
edifice had appeared to me in those days so glorious a structure, that I
had set it up in my mind as the model on which the Genie of the Lamp
built the palace for Aladdin. A mean little brick heap, like a demented
chapel, with a few yawning persons in leather gaiters, and in the last
extremity for something to do, lounging at the door with their hands in
their pockets, and calling themselves a Corn Exchange!
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account