Great Britain -- Social conditions -- 19th century; London (England) -- Description and travel
slight touch of Dry Rot!’ when lo! the man was all Dry Rot and dust.
From the dead wall associated on those houseless nights with this too
common story, I chose next to wander by Bethlehem Hospital; partly,
because it lay on my road round to Westminster; partly, because I had a
night fancy in my head which could be best pursued within sight of its
walls and dome. And the fancy was this: Are not the sane and the insane
equal at night as the sane lie a dreaming? Are not all of us outside
this hospital, who dream, more or less in the condition of those inside
it, every night of our lives? Are we not nightly persuaded, as they
daily are, that we associate preposterously with kings and queens,
emperors and empresses, and notabilities of all sorts? Do we not nightly
jumble events and personages and times and places, as these do daily?
Are we not sometimes troubled by our own sleeping inconsistencies, and do
we not vexedly try to account for them or excuse them, just as these do
sometimes in respect of their waking delusions? Said an afflicted man to
me, when I was last in a hospital like this, ‘Sir, I can frequently fly.’
I was half ashamed to reflect that so could I—by night. Said a woman to
me on the same occasion, ‘Queen Victoria frequently comes to dine with
me, and her Majesty and I dine off peaches and maccaroni in our
night-gowns, and his Royal Highness the Prince Consort does us the honour
to make a third on horseback in a Field-Marshal’s uniform.’ Could I
refrain from reddening with consciousness when I remembered the amazing
royal parties I myself had given (at night), the unaccountable viands I
had put on table, and my extraordinary manner of conducting myself on
those distinguished occasions? I wonder that the great master who knew
everything, when he called Sleep the death of each day’s life, did not
call Dreams the insanity of each day’s sanity.
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