"Jack, a criminal is considered innocent until proven guilty."
"Jenna, that's for the safety of all who may be accused. But
considering a man guiltless does not prevent people from making
charges. And there have been many occasions where the accused was
forced to go through a strenuous period before proving his innocence.
What they really mean is that they will not punish a man against whom
no true conviction is brought. Until he is convicted, he can not be
punished. And it is up to the authorities to prove his guilt. It is
also up to him to prove his innocence. But considering him innocent
permits his own testimony to be considered as valid as that of any
witness instead of marking it off of the books as the word of a guilty
man."
"And I?"
"Forgive me, Jenna. I think the world of you, and there is in me a
rather violent mental storm. One side--the larger side, insists that
you are loyal, and above reproach. The other side, that tells me
to beware of the woman in you, that if you were really clever and
treacherous, you would hurl these doubts out in the open and cause
suspicion to fall upon yourself. And, you are Martian. A sort of racial
instinct warns me. It's unfair, and I dislike myself thoroughly for it."
Tears welled in Jenna's deep eyes. "Jack, please. What can I do?"
"I don't know," he told her.
"I ... feel miserable," she sobbed.
"It's a tough load to bear," he said softly, putting a hand on her
shoulder.
"It's unfair," she said shakily. "Look, Jack, I know you too well to
believe that hard exterior. You put that on because you're excessively
soft inside and people can hurt you too easily if you're not careful.
I am like that, but I'm not as soft as you are."
Jack laughed a bit. It was a false laugh, designed to lift her out of
the doldrums.
It failed.
"For eight long years," she said earnestly, "I've taken from Ralph
everything that any woman would find ideal. I've had companionship,
tenderness, love and affection. Complete compatibility. He's met my
every mood. And not only because it will please me for him to mirror my
moods, but because he feels that way too, and his moods change as mine
do. He is absolutely happy to follow or lead me into any change of mood
and we're never far apart. I've been protected and loved by the man I
wanted. That's perfection.
"But for four of those years, I've been unable to reciprocate."
"Now, Jenna, that's not true."
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