Grant turned to Jenna. "Jenna, you're of Martian stock, part way,
anyway. Have any ideas?"
"Only to agree with Ralph. They wouldn't pack a robomb with mercurite
if they thought for one second that it could be inerted. That would
present Terra with a large volume of very valuable material. They
have succeeded in one item, they've used a new high velocity drive in
it. If they weren't certain of the ability of the high-speed drive to
escape all detector-driven gear, they wouldn't use mercurite. Mars is
not profligate, Jack. Tossing away a robomb load of mercurite on a
space-premature is not economically sensible. When they use mercurite,
it must be nearly one hundred percent effective."
"Um ... interesting thought," laughed Grant.
"Like to try it out," said Garrard. "If they feel that certain, I'd
like to know which of us is suitable to survive."
Harris blinked. He flipped the cigarette into the receptacle. "Let me
at the stinking thing," he said in a flat voice.
"Wait for Lacy," said Lindsay.
"Lacy may be late," said Grant. It was one of the very few times that
Jack Grant sounded solemn. He was almost pityingly solemn, and it
made Lindsay wish for his return to the thick-skinned attitude, for
Grant sounding solemn was strictly out of character. "He may be late,"
insisted Grant, "because he hates to come here."
"He won't deny a general alarm," said Lindsay.
"No, he will not. But I say let's not hurt the guy more than we have
to. I say let's go out and pull that thing's teeth and save Lacy the
hurt of seeing you and Jenna together."
Lindsay frowned. He wouldn't say it, but Jenna did. "Jack," she said
softly, "is that a soft spot that makes you want to keep Tom Lacy from
hurt, or are you just giving arguments to get out there and try your
skill against that bomb?"
"A little of both," said Grant cheerfully. "Plus the fact that he makes
me uncomfortable, somehow. It always makes me uncomfortable to see any
man so tied up in his own past emotions that he cannot see clearly."
"Skip it," said Lindsay firmly. "I admit that he is too bound up in the
past, but you, Grant, could stand a little more of his sincerity of
emotion just as he could stand less."
Harris had been quite alert, and broke in at this point. "All due
respects, Grant, but you run this as though you were playing a game. I
know why Lacy is that way. His game was for the reward, yours is for
the game's sake. He saw everything he'd spent his life for go up in a
flaming volcano. Years of living, of loving, of building; puffed out in
a millionth of a second. Puffed out, obliterated, disintegrated beyond
all recognition. Grant, have you ever loved anything, deeply?"
Grant nodded. "All right, fellows, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I don't
understand Lacy better. I've loved, but I've never let it be my life.
For when I've lost, there has always been something--or someone--else.
Make off like my chips weren't in this deal, will you?"
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