There were times when Melia was so bored with the inadequacy of this
mate of hers that she half hoped to goad him into getting drunk enough
to repay some of her insults with a good beating. At least it would
have been an event, an excitement. But he was not even a thorough-going
drinker; at the best, or the worst, he never drank enough beer to rise
to the heroic, as a real man might have done; his deepest potations did
not carry him beyond maudlin sentiment or vapid braggadocio, both very
galling to a woman of spirit. And now, having realized that there was
nothing to hope for, that they were going steadily down a hill at the
bottom of which was the gutter--just as her clear-sighted father had
predicted from the first--years of resentment had crystallized into
a hard and fixed hostility. She had an ever-growing contempt for the
spineless fool who was dragging her down in his own ruin.
Bill's instinct was to go home at once with the silver gilt goblet. In
spite of all the bitterness the last few years had brought him he still
had a wish to please Melia. In spite of a cat and dog existence they
were man and wife. They had lived sixteen years together but he still
wished to propitiate her. But hardly had he borne his prize through the
throng by the bandstand and begun to steer for the main gate of Jubilee
Park than there came a change of mind.
It was one of those sudden, causeless changes of mind that was always
overtaking him. He never seemed able to do anything now for the reason
that almost before he had decided upon one thing he was overpowered by
a desire to do another. He had not reached the park gate before he felt
the humiliation of accepting such a prize from such hands; and Melia
would probably tell him that he ought to have had more self-respect
than to take it--if she thought it worth while to express herself on
the subject.
The President's Special Prize would bring no pleasure to Melia. True,
there was no need to tell her whence it came. No ... there was no
need! Suddenly the band broke into a hearty strain. Beyond a doubt the
atmosphere of Jubilee Park was far more genial than that of Number
Five Love Lane. Perhaps he ought to have brought Melia to witness
his triumph. One reason was that he had been far from expecting it;
another, that he daren't invite her. For many months now she had been
careful to keep herself to herself, declining always to be seen with
him in public.
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