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She was cold, though she knew coldness to be base; she was restless
under his eyes, though she knew that so much love looked at her from
them; she was stung with impatience and with false pride, though she
knew that in him she saw the very saviour of her existence.
Her eyelids fell, her white forehead flushed, her soft cheeks burned as
she heard him. She breathed quickly in agitation; at the sound of his
voice the warm and reverent tenderness of long ago once more sprang to
light in her heart.
He watched her, accurately reading her emotions and gazing at the
marvellous change wrought in her. She was superb; she was like a noble
sculptor's dream of Aspasia. He looked at her for several minutes,
while speechlessness held them both as captives.
At last she raised her head, and with a sudden pang of unbearable agony,
cried:
"You are cruel, Dudley!--cruel! I cannot bear such words from you!"
"I have only spoken the truth, Claudia," he replied in the same low,
calm tone as he had before used. Their eyes met. She knew that he read
her soul; she knew that he had not lied.
She--now become keenly critical, scornfully indifferent, and very
difficult to impress--was struck as she had never been before by the
authority, the dignity, the pure accent of his voice, and his steady,
thorough manliness.
He stood gazing down at her with a look under which her dark eyes sank.
There was a sternness in his words that moved her with a sense almost of
fear. The greatness, the singularity, the mystery of this life, that
had so long been interwoven with her own, bewildered her; she could not
fully comprehend these qualities.
Little by little she had been drawn away from him, till between them
scarcely a bond remained. As he fixed his eyes upon her lovely face, it
occurred to him to wonder whether, after all, he would have been so
selfishly in error, so blind a traveller in the mists of passion, if he
had kept her in his own hands, under his own law and love? Would he not
have made her happiness far purer, her future safer, because nearer God,
than they now were, brilliant, imperious, pampered, exquisite creature
though she had become? She was great, she was lovely, she was popular,
she entertained princes, she was unrivalled; but where was that "divine
nature" with which he had once, in the bygone days, believed her to be
dowered? Where was it now?
"Your words are cruel, Dudley! That you should speak like this! My
God! Tell me that you don't mean it!" she cried suddenly, after a long
silence, restless beneath the fixed and melancholy look which she could
not meet.
"Listen, Claudia," he said, still quite calmly, standing erect with his
back to the fire. "What I have just said I have long wanted to say, but
have always put it off for fear of hurting your feelings--for fear of
reproaching you for what is mainly my own folly."
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