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The words he read had aroused within him a suspicion--a grave, terrible,
awful suspicion. In those moments of deep contemplation he looked fully
ten years older. His hand rested upon the high overmantel of black oak,
on which was a carved representation of the simple coat of the
Shropshire Chisholms, azure, a chevron, or between three water-bougets
argent. His brow rested upon his arm as he gazed at the glowing logs.
Truth to tell, that confidential document had caused a flood of
recollections to surge through his brain--recollections whose return he
did not desire. He had vainly thought the past all buried, and had
forgiven and forgotten his enemy. But, reading between the lines of
that despatch, he saw that this ghost of the past had again arisen.
Lord Stockbridge had, of course, no suspicion of the truth. The
confidential communication had been made to him in the ordinary course
of events, in order that he might institute secret inquiries in certain
quarters, and ascertain the feeling of certain influential members in
the House.
But if the truth became known? He set his jaws hard, and a deep sigh
escaped him. He dared not contemplate the result. It would mean for
him ruin, ignominy, shame.
He passed his hot hand wearily across his brow, pushing the thick dark
hair from his forehead.
The dead silence was broken by a low groan--a groan of despair and
penitence.
"God!" he gasped. "Surely the truth cannot possibly be known? How can
it? No," he went on, murmuring to himself. "Bah! I'm timid--thoughts
of it always unnerve me. And yet from this it seems very much as if
some secret enemy had waited through these years until I had attained
position and popularity in order to strike, to crush, to ruin me for
ever!"
He was silent again, silent for many minutes. He stood quite
motionless, still gazing into the fire.
"But dare I face exposure?" he asked himself, his hoarse whisper
sounding strangely in that old room. "No. A thousand times no! No--
impossible! A thousand times no! I'd prefer death. Yes, suicide. It
would be the only way. Death is far preferable to dishonour."
He saw it all--he who could read between those lines. He detected the
hand of some secret enemy uplifted against him--an enemy who, he did not
doubt, held that secret which through the past six years had been the
skeleton in his cupboard. In the esteem of men he had risen rapidly,
until to-day he was declared to be one of the shrewdest of England's
legislators, fulfilling all the traditions of his ancient and honourable
house. And through out these six years he had striven, and striven,
always with an idea of atonement for his cardinal sin; always working in
the interests of the nation he had resolved to serve.
How strange it was that His Majesty's Foreign Minister should have
actually communicated this to him, of all men! But man works half his
own doom, and circumstance the other half. _C'est toujours le destin_.
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