American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
There was a brief pause; then with an impulsive glide Mrs. Wilson swept
across the room and transferred a cup of tea to the hands of this
wanderer from the fold of grace and ethics. The girl, taken off her
guard, tried to rise to receive it, and looked at her with the
half-fascinated expression of a bird struggling against the fowler.
Sitting down beside her, Mrs. Wilson took one of her hands and said,
"Do you not understand, my dear, that society must insist for its own
preservation that a woman shouldn't go wrong? The whole safety of the
family is based on that. That's the reason the world has to seem a
little cruel to those of our sex who sin against purity. Children must
know who their fathers are." She had these precepts in their modern
guise at the tip of her tongue; she hastened to add, benignly, "But
though the world in self-defence turns a cold shoulder on the unchaste
woman, for her who seeks forgiveness and a fresh start there are
helping hands and loving words which offer forbearance and counsel and
friendship."
"But supposing I'm not seeking forgiveness? That's the trouble, lady.
If only now I were a shame-faced, contrite sinner down in the dust at
the foot of the cross asking permission to lead a new life, how much
simpler it would be for both of us!"
Mrs. Wilson gasped. The coolness of the sacrilege disturbed her
intellectual poise. The girl might have been speaking of an invitation
to dinner instead of the redemption of her soul so casual was her
regret. "That is where you belong; that is where you must come in
order to find grace and peace," she said, in an intense whisper.
"I've shocked you."
"Yes, you've shocked me. But that doesn't matter. You don't realize
what you're saying. The important thing is to save you from yourself,
to cleanse the windows of your soul so that the blessed light of truth
may enter."
The girl regarded her curiously, nervously abashed at the impetuous
kindness of this proselytism. "That's what I meant by saying I'd
thought some. If it's church doctrine you mean, you'd only be
disappointed. It may help people like you. But for the working
people--well, some of us who use our wits don't think much of it."
Though Mrs. Wilson looked profoundly grieved, the spiritual melancholy
emanating from her willowy figure and mobile countenance was charged
with resolution as well as pity.
"It isn't merely church doctrine that you lack. You lack the spirit of
Christian civilization. Your entire point of view is distorted. You
are blind, child, utterly blind to the eternal verities."
The girl's dark eyes grew luminous in response to this indictment, but
a deprecating smile trembled on her lip in protest at her own
susceptibility.
"What is it you want me to do?" she said at last.
"To begin with, I wish you to support your child as a woman should.
You brought it into the world, and you owe to the helpless little thing
a mother's love and care. Will you tell me your name?"
"Loretta Davis."
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