American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"But I must. I must do my work. My children are dependent on it."
Her tone suggested that there could be no answer to such a plea.
"You cannot. If you do, you will become blind. I am very sorry for
you."
The truth was out. She lay dumfounded. "Blind? Blind?" she echoed.
"But there is not the least danger of your becoming blind if you obey
my instructions. You will be entirely cured, as I have said."
There was a painful silence. Her sentence was too appalling to grasp.
There must be some escape from it. "Six months? Half a year?"
"Knowing your necessities, I have given you the shortest period that I
dared consistent with perfect recovery. You will have to wear colored
glasses at first," he continued, seeking a business-like basis, "and
accustom yourself to do without them by degrees. I will bring them
to-morrow."
She leaned back on her pillow bewildered. The trickling of a tear into
her mouth reminded her that she could not afford to cry, though but for
the presence of the doctors she knew that she would have burst into
sobs. Her plight demanded thought, not sorrow. But what could she do?
What, indeed? Yet, even as she asked herself the dreadful question,
she began to nerve herself not only against breaking down at the
moment, but against the threat of the future. She would keep a stiff
upper lip in the teeth of all the odds, and be able to manage somehow.
As thus she reasoned, swallowing the salt of her single moment of
weakness, she heard Dr. Baldwin saying:
"You have had a very fortunate escape, all things considered. It might
have been much worse. You might have disfigured yourself permanently,
which for you," he added with a gallant bow, "would have been a serious
matter, indeed. As it is, you will be able to do everything as
formerly in another week, except use your eyes. Your friends will look
after you, Mrs. Stuart, and six months will pass much more quickly than
you expect."
"I don't suppose they'll let me starve," she found herself saying,
though the notion of a return to alms almost strangled her effort at
buoyancy, so that the sprightliness of her tone competed with the water
in her eyes, as the sun struggles with the rain-pour just before it
clears up. But she remembered that the room was dark, and that they
could not see her tears. "Wasn't I a fool to jump off that car?"
"You were unlucky, that's all. You mustn't be too hard on yourself.
It is the privilege of the young to jump, and you will jump again." It
was Dr. Dale who spoke. His enunciation imparted a cleansing value to
his note of sympathy, just as it had ruthlessly epitomized her tragedy
a few minutes before.
"But I am not young; that is the folly of it," she protested.
The oculist smiled. "Excuse me if I differ with you," said he. "You
have the best years of your life before you."
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