American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
They left her under the spell of this assertion, which lingered in her
mind on account of its absurdity, until in sheer self-defence she said
to herself under her breath that she was only thirty-one. The best
years of her life! And yet he knew that she was to be deprived during
half of one of them of the joy of seeing and the source of her
livelihood. What could he mean?
In taking his departure, Dr. Baldwin, by way of showing his
friendliness, had volunteered to write to her employer. "I know Mr.
Perry," he said, "and I will explain to him the situation. Perhaps he
will be able to keep your place for you."
Constance had interposed no objection. It would obviate the necessity
of an elaborate explanation on her part, and would, moreover, be a
guaranty of her later usefulness. The future would take care of
itself; it was the present which stared her in the face and demanded an
immediate answer.
One solution of her quandary was offered to her a few days later. Dr.
Baldwin had given her permission to get up and resume her ordinary
household duties as soon as her glasses arrived, which proved to be the
next morning, as the oculist had promised. Consequently, she dressed
herself and sat with her children in the parlor that afternoon, and on
the following day rose, bent on facing the new problem of existence
with a clear brain and resigned spirit. If Mr. Perry would save her
place for her, so much the better. But obviously there was nothing for
her to do in the office until she was cured. She must, either through
her own energies or the advice of others, discover some employment
compatible with her infirmity. She might have to accept help at first,
for the money she had on hand would be needed to pay the bills of the
two physicians, which would necessarily be considerable; but with the
aid of her friends she would surely be able to find some handiwork
which would yield her enough to keep her treasures well fed and
decently clothed. Humiliating as it would be to have recourse to
others, it was clearly her duty to inform her friends of her
predicament, and invite their counsel. They would only thank her, she
knew, and she certainly was fortunate in having three persons, to whom
she felt at liberty to apply, so pleasantly interested in her welfare
as her employer, Mrs. Wilson, and the Reverend George Prentiss. Mr.
Perry was to be made aware of what had befallen her, without further
action on her part; but she would write to the two others, and soon,
for the thought was harassing her that her employer, in a spirit of
benevolence, might try to invent duties for her at the office, and give
her some sinecure in order that she might retain her salary. This
would be galling to her self-respect, and was not to be entertained for
a moment. As the possibility of it grew upon her she became quite
agitated; so much so that in the hope of heading off any such attempt
by him, she dictated to her daughter, that afternoon, letters to Mrs.
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