American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"Oh, yes; entirely so," answered Constance with rueful promptness. "I
could not continue in his employment; we should both be unhappy." She
was making a confession of what she had been saying to herself all the
morning.
"Exactly." Mrs. Wilson beamed over the success of her divination.
"Then we will consider it settled. And I wish to tell you besides that
I shall take it upon myself to see that your boy's artistic gift is
given full opportunity for expression, and your daughter thoroughly
educated. Your salary, I mean, will be sufficient to enable you to
give them proper advantages, for I can see that you will be very useful
to me."
She was determined to make plain that virtue in this case was to be its
own reward, and that the material losses in the wake of renunciation
were rapidly being eliminated. At the same time she wished to conceal
a too obviously eleemosynary intent.
"I don't see how anything could be nicer for me. And if you think that
I should suit--that I could perform the duties properly--I shall be
thankful for the position," answered poor Constance.
She had passed another sleepless night. Fixed as was her conviction
that separation from her lover was inevitable, she felt deeply sorry
for him if not for herself, and dreaded the impending final interview
between them. Despite her spiritual exaltation the consciousness that
she was letting slip a great chance for her children still haunted her,
in that the future by comparison seemed vague and forbidding. For it
had been clear to her from the moment of her decision that under no
consideration could she remain in Gordon's office. Therefore, though
doubtless her friends would help her, the struggle for a livelihood
must be begun again.
Mrs. Wilson's amazing, timely offer lifted a great weight from her
heart; by it the question of her future employment was disposed of, and
disposed of in a way more congenial to her than any she could have
imagined possible. It did indeed seem providential that the vacancy
should have occurred at this time, and she realized that the certainty
that her children would be protected would nerve her for the necessary
ordeal of parting, for now there was only selfishness in her desire for
marriage. She longed for it to be over with that she might put away
once and forever this great temptation.
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