American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
The thought that Gordon would probably come for his answer that
afternoon was uppermost in her mind during the service; but she was in
a mood to respond to the beautiful music, and before Mr. Prentiss gave
out the text of the sermon she was already thrilling with the joy of
her sacrifice on the altar of faith. She prayed that she might be
granted strength to renounce this seeming blessing ungrudgingly and to
close her ears to the whispers of regret, and as she joined in the
jubilant anthem of rejoicing for a risen Lord it seemed to her that the
angel of peace brushed her forehead with the wings of heaven's love.
The text was "Except a man be born again he shall not enter into the
kingdom of heaven." It was a sermon of immortality and hope, and a
sermon of the triumph of the spirit over the flesh for the sake of a
Christ who had set the great example and conquered self through
suffering. It was one of Mr. Prentiss's most happy efforts from the
standpoint of orthodoxy, graphic, eloquent, and practical. He set no
narrow limits of a creed as the arbiter of truth, but declared that the
opportunity to choose between the path of righteousness and the path of
self-sufficiency or self-indulgence was offered to every one in the
great struggle of modern life; that he who would follow the blessed
Lord and Master must shun as evil that which was injurious to the
highest interests of human society and thus hateful to God. As she
listened Constance could not doubt that he had her in mind. It seemed
to her that more than once his glance rested on her encouragingly and
fondly. Her brain was transported with ecstasy and zeal. Her
opportunity was at hand, and she would serve Christ and mankind
faithfully.
Leaving the church under the spell of the sermon, she became suddenly
aware that her lover was beside her and was suggesting that he escort
her home. At sight of him her chaperone, scenting danger, led the way
sedulously toward the brougham, but in the interval Constance decided
to take him at his word. Would it not be the simplest course to
explain to him quietly on the street that what he asked her was
impossible, and thus avoid the pain of a more intimate parting?
Therefore she made her excuses to Mrs. Wilson, pleading the radiance of
the day and her need of fresh air. She felt so sure of herself that,
though she noticed her friend seemed disappointed, it did not occur to
her that it was from concern as to the result of the interview until
she heard a whispered "Be firm." Constance turned a resolute face
toward her, and by a close pressure of the hand gave the desired
assurance, then as the stylish equipage rolled away from the church
door, she stepped to Gordon's side, sadly conscious that this was to be
their last walk together.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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