American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
Leaning forward with clasped hands and speaking with melodious pathos
while the morning light rested on her tired but interesting face, her
confession had the effect of a monologue save for its final question.
And Constance, listening understood. In truth, this cry of the soul at
bay came as a quickener to her own surging emotions, and she realized
that the walls of the temple of beauty had fallen like those of Jericho
at the trumpets of Israel. Yet though she understood and saw starkly
revealed the limit of the gospel of the splendor of things, with all
the purging of perplexities which that meant for her, the claims of
gratitude and of unabated admiration no less than pity caused her to
shrink from immediate acquiescence in her patron's self-censure. And
as she hesitated for the proper antidote, Mrs. Wilson pursued her
confession relentlessly--pursued it, however, as one who recites the
weakness of a cause to which she is hopelessly committed.
"One is spurred to refine and refine and refine,--does not even
religion--my religion--so teach us?--the spirit ostensibly, and, in
order to reach the spirit, the body; and in this age of things and of
great possessions one reaches greedily after the quintessence of
comfort until--until one needs some shock like this to perceive that
one might become--perhaps is, an intellectual sybarite. Nay, more;
though we crave almost by instinct individual lustre and personal
safety, reaching out for luxury that we may grow superfine, must not
we--we American women with ideals--mistrust the social beauty of a
universe which still produces the masses and all the horrors of life?
Can it fundamentally avail that a few should be exquisite and have
radiant thoughts, if the rest are condemned to a coarse, unlovely
heritage?"
Not only did gratitude reassert itself as Constance listened to this
speculative plaint, but protesting common sense as well, which
recognized the morbidness of the thought without ignoring its cogency.
"Ah, you exaggerate; you are unjust to yourself," she exclaimed
fervidly. "You must not overlook what your influence and example have
been to me and many others. I owe you so much! more than I can ever
repay. It was you who opened the garden of life to me."
Mrs. Wilson started at the tense, spontaneous apostrophe, and the color
mounted to her cheeks. Never had so grateful a tribute been laid at
her feet as this in the hour of tribulation. And as she gazed she felt
that she had a right to be proud of the noble-looking, the
sophisticated woman who held out to her these refreshing laurels.
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