American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
"And it is not that I do not comprehend--that I do not share your
qualms," Constance continued, ignoring the gracious look that she might
express herself completely in this crucial hour. The time had come to
utter her own secret, which she felt to be the most eloquent of revolts
against the mystic superfineness she had just heard deprecated.
"Within the last twelve hours the scales have fallen from my eyes also,
and what seemed to me truth is no longer truth. There is something I
wish to tell you, Mrs. Wilson. Yesterday afternoon I heard that the
legacy tax bill had been defeated; last night before I went to bed I
posted a letter to Gordon Perry informing him that I would be his wife.
I have asked him to come to see me at Lincoln Chambers this morning."
Mrs. Wilson's lip trembled. Genuine as was her probing of self, this
flank attack from one who just now had brought balm to her wounds and
cheer to her soul was a fresh and vivid shock. To feel that this other
ward, whom she had deemed so safe, was about to slip from her fingers
was more than she could bear. Then instinctively Constance went to her
and put her arm around her. "I am sorry to hurt you," she said
tenderly, "but this is a time to speak plainly. I love him, and I feel
that I have been trifling with love. I am sure at last of this: that
it is better for the world that two people like him and me should be
happy than live apart out of deference to a bond which is a mere husk.
I prefer to be natural and free rather than exquisite and artificial.
As Gordon said, the ban of the Church when the law gives one freedom is
nothing but a fetich. I cannot follow the Church in this. To do so
would be to starve my soul for the sake of a false ideal--a false
beauty cultivated for the few alone, as you have intimated, at the
expense of the great heart of humanity. I can no longer be a party to
such an injustice; I must not sacrifice to it the man I love."
There was a brief silence. Mrs. Wilson, as her question presently
showed, was trying to piece together cause and effect.
"You wrote to him last night, Constance? Then this--horror had nothing
to do with your decision?"
"Nothing; I had been on the verge of it for some time: I can see that
now. And when the news of his defeat came, I felt that I must go to
him if he would let me."
"He will let you, Constance."
"I think so," she answered with a happy thrill.
Mrs. Wilson looked up at her, and observing the serenity of her
countenance, knew that the issue was settled beyond peradventure. Yet
she was in the mood to be generous as well as humble; moreover, her
inquiring mind had not failed to notice the plea for humanity and to
feel its force. She sighed gently, then patted the hand that held
hers, and said:
"Perhaps, dear, you are right. At all events, go now and get some
sleep. You must look your own sweet self when he comes to you."
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