American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
Constance could not answer the question. The details of business were
a sealed book to her. The brief account of the disaster in pork, which
he had just given, was confusing to her, and had left her with no
conviction save pity for her husband. She was ready to take his word,
and to believe that this overwhelming misfortune was the result of
ill-luck which could not have been guarded against. What was uppermost
in her mind was the impulse to help and comfort him. It pained her
that he should inveigh against fate, though she recognized that the
provocation was severe. But he needed her now more than ever. She
would be brave and let him see that her love was at his command.
"You mustn't mind too much, Emil," she said. "We have to start again,
that's all. I can economize in lots of ways, and we shall manage
somehow, I'm sure. We have the house, you know. If it's necessary--in
order to set you up in business--we can mortgage that. We've always
had that to fall back on."
She knew as she spoke that from the standpoint of prudence the offer of
the house was unwise. If that were gone, what would become of her
children? Yet she felt a joy in tendering it. Why did her husband
look at her with that malevolent gaze as though she had contributed to
his distress?
"If you had put a mortgage on the house when I first started in
business, and had given me the benefit of a larger capital, then we
shouldn't be where we are to-day. I wanted it at the time, but you
didn't offer it."
"Oh, Emil. I never dreamt that you wished it. To mortgage our home
then would have been rash, surely. Besides, if I had given it to you,
wouldn't it have been lost with the rest now?"
"Don't you understand," he said, roughly, "that if I had not been
hampered at the start by my small capital, I should never have been
forced to go outside the lumber business in order to support my family?
Another five thousand dollars would have made all the difference."
His glowering look seemed to suggest that he had persuaded himself that
she was partly to blame for what had happened. Constance was ready to
make every allowance for him, but his mood offered fresh evidence of
the crankiness of his disposition, a revelation to which her devotion
could not altogether blind her.
"I don't understand anything about the business part," she answered,
putting her arm around his neck. "Oh, Emil, Emil, I'm so sorry for
you! I wish to do everything I can to help you and show my love for
you. This is a dreadful sorrow for you to bear--for us both to bear.
But it has come to us, and we mustn't be discouraged. God will give us
strength to bear it if we let him."
"God?" he blurted. "You may leave God out of the question so far as I
am concerned."
"Oh, Emil, it grieves me to hear you talk like that."
"And it grieves me that you should aggravate my trouble by cant which I
thought you had outgrown."
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